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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-03-14 07:00 pm

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Re: Need to rant?

(Anonymous) 2016-03-15 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
So my mom just got out of detox at the hospital, but she's not done, so I have pills to give her that I have to hide from her and my roommate, who's an opportunistic pill-thief, but not yet an addict. This is the fifth time mom's gone through detox and I doubt it'll be any more successful. She's dying anyway, but she would live a lot longer if she stayed sober and clean. I live with her and can't afford to leave, I'm working on finishing my bachelor's degree, ten years late, and have a job, so I'm not home enough to keep an eye on her. She's got no friends or family (not have I, aside from her) to keep her company and neither of us is religious. She has no support system. I at least have school and work to keep busy. Her insurance won't pay for someone to check on her and even though she's in palliative care for terminal cancer, her doctors won't sign off on hospice, because they don't count "drinking herself to death" as a cause of death.

And everyone just tells me to live for myself. Well, yeah. But I don't have the stomach to just wait until she drinks herself to death and call the county coroner to scrape her off the floor. She pissed herself on the way to the bathroom and can hardly walk, and I have a test and part of a paper due tomorrow. The best the social worker could muster was for me to drop her off at the addiction counselor tomorrow on my way to school (on public transit) and pick her up on my way home, 8 hours later. "But," she cautioned, "it's not a babysitting service."

Which is what she needs, ffs, she's wearing a diaper and can't walk unassisted, but I'm supposed to leave her alone and let her make the choice to drink or not. The doctor, nurses, and social worker all acknowledged that she shouldn't be left alone, not because she'd drink, which is her choice, but because she's too unsteady on her feet, doesn't know what year it is, pisses herself, and is generally a wreck. And that's a consequence of sobriety.

Fuck my life.

Re: Need to rant?

(Anonymous) 2016-03-15 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Damn, Anon. That sucks. I'm sorry.

Re: Need to rant?

(Anonymous) 2016-03-15 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry.

Re: Need to rant?

(Anonymous) 2016-03-15 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, anon. :(