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⌈ Secret Post #3395 ⌋

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I have this tiny little unrealistic dream where I live in an apartment that's really small but cozy. The windows are big and maybe there's a city outside or some trees. There's a balcony and I grow tomato plants and fresh herbs. I have a cat. I have a close group of 3 or 4 friends who come over, and we cook food together. They love me and want to spend time with me.

My real life is big, and complicated. I know I'll never have that dream. I'll probably not even last long enough to see it, with the way things are going, I think I'm eventually going to get stressed out enough to kill myself. Whenever I think of that apartment dream, it makes me want to cry. I'm sorry this is a shitty secret. Anyone I've ever shared it with laughs at me, says I'm immature. I guess I'm just so tired.

I'm so sorry <3 <3 <3

I completely sympathize and understand every single word of that, it's an amazing dream and I hope you find a place of happiness.

That's really close to my dream too: a cat, decent apartment, and friends I feel at ease with, no tomato plants though.

I just like the idea of growing something. I like tomatoes. I also thought about hot peppers or something like that.

Yeah, I've always been jealous of people who have the dedication for gardening and it's always extra cool when people grow their own ingredients. I tried with a cactus once since they apparently thrive on neglect and all, but it didn't work out.

(RIP Spike)

I dunno - the thing is, your dream isn't unrealistic. It might not sounds achievable right now...but you're not wanting to have a giant villa and live in Hollywood, you know

A small apartment, a cat, a balcony where you grow stuff...this is all within the realm of possibility. If it's not possible now, you an work towards making it happen.

What kind of asshole laughs at that kind of dream? It sounds really sweet to me.

I think it'd be awesome to be a little old lady in a cozy apartment with a cat.

I am neither old nor a lady, and I do not have an apartment or a cat

Okay how dare anyone laugh at you for having such a beautiful dream. Honestly, that dream can become a reality. No matter what anyone says, don't give up on it, Anon.

If it's okay to ask, what is happening in your life that is big and complicated? Maybe I or someone else is reading this can help.

That's a nice dream. <3

there's nothing immature about this dream, what assholes are you hanging out with? I live in an apartment not unlike your dream (no cats allowed though) and it really is something that brings me joy and I never really believed I'd have. Screw the haters.

I feel you with all the feels, anon. I understand it can feel dumb to have a dream that's so basic, but it isn't. It's relaxing and there are few people who wouldn't find this appealing.

Hey, anon. I totally get where you're coming from. Those are dreams and fears I think about a lot too. I don't think your dream is anything to laugh at. I think it's very beautiful and simple and sweet. If there's someone you can reach out to, I encourage you to do so. I hope you can keep you and your dream alive because you deserve it and more. ♡

I'm sorry anon :( hugs!

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