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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-08-27 04:15 pm

[ SECRET POST #3524 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3524 ⌋

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Re: Confessions

(Anonymous) 2016-08-28 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
Today was the first day I've ever had suicidal thoughts. My parents house sitter fell through because they couldn't wait anymore. The only reason they are still here is because I can't find a job. I just feel like a failure and like my parents would be better off if I wasn't here. And I actually considered for a moment taking the entire bottle of benadryl instead of just one.

It scared me because I've never had those thoughts before. I've had low self esteem before, but I've never been suicidal. But I can't tell anyone because my insurance wouldn't cover a therapist and my parents can't afford to send me to one.

Re: Confessions

(Anonymous) 2016-08-28 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
You could call the Suicide Hotline. They might have resources that are low or no cost.

Re: Confessions

(Anonymous) 2016-08-28 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
Are you OP whose parents are moving abroad? If you are... you know, when I was in your near-exact situation, I ultimately gave up on the States and moved with my parents. It took a year or so for me to get back on my feet but the change was really good for me and I've been doing extremely well since. Just a thought.

Re: Confessions

(Anonymous) 2016-08-28 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
No, I think that must be someone else? My parents normally live overseas, but they come back here every few years and own a house here. And what my job field is I can't do overseas.