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What non medical drugs have you tried? How did you enjoy them?

Well I tried ritalin (while it was not prescribed) and it was amazing - like miracle drug. Though that's still medical.

I've had weed but it was in small doses and it didn't do much of anything for me.

Marijuana - love it and would still do it every day if I had access to it.

Cocaine - It's fun until you run out, and then it sucks really bad, but I was usually over it in 12 hours or so.

LSD - Had some good trips and some really bad trips. Not really itchin' to ever do it again. I would do mushrooms again, though, because they're not as long-lasting or harsh.

Ecstasy - Ughhh, just no. Worst back end of anything I've experienced.

I should try mushrooms. They sound like a lot of fun. I don't even know where I'd buy them. :(

Protip: If you do, make sure you're getting them from someone else has tried them first. Easiest thing to accidentally kill yourself with if you accidentally get the wrong kind of fungus.

Also, for the love of god wait a good 2 hours before you decide they didn't work and take more. SET A TIMER.

Generally, I would say, "read about it on Erowid and take any necessary precautions" is good advice before taking most new drugs.

...You would think so, but there are a bunch of personal accounts on Erowid that will tell you that trying Salvia is a good idea. I would personally vehemently disagree with that statement.

I'd really take a lot of information on there with a very liberal pinch of salt lol.

Weed, shrooms, DMT. Weed is good. shrooms are pretty amazing - sort of like a really decent, clean weed high, with psychedelic experiences on top. I'm glad I did DMT but I have no interest in doing it again really - VERY intense psychedelic high.

I'd like to try more hallucinogens but I don't really have any interest in opioids or stimulants or stuff like that.

Weed, unprescribed ritalin, both did about what I expected.

Hmm. I'll just go with a few

Alcohol - Tends to be my drug of choice these days. It only takes 2 drinks to make me tipsy, and I am a huge fan of wine. I like the social effect, and people really like me when I'm drunk because I'm very enthusiastic and happy.

Cannabis - depends on the type. Sativas tend to give me paranoia/anxiety attacks these days. I've had my share of fun, and a few not so great experiences. If I'm with the right people it can be an intense bonding experience though, and I pretty much need it if I want to have good sex (long story) so... eh. It'll probably be a part of my future at some point. I make a point of not doing it when I have to be doing anything memory related, which means I don't often smoke.

LSD - Fun, but the whole experience was WAAAAAYY too long for my liking. 12 hours is too fucking long to trip, man. I spent almost the entire trip doodling, and that was honestly very enjoyable. I'd rank it up in my top 3 experiences but I probably wouldn't do it again.

Psilocybin - Used to be my go-to because of the intense spiritual/religious experiences and personal insight I would gain about myself and others while tripping (ie. feelings of being one with the universe/nature, and of being incredibly empathetic and connected to other human beings) but I did have an extremely bad experience with it, so fair warning: it's not as harmless as some people claim. I don't think I'll do it again, but I do think it can be used more or less harmlessly as long as you aren't an idiot and you trip responsibly.

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Oh and I've had just about any narcotic opiate derivative you can think of for pain management. Morphine makes me very intensely emotional lol. I always start telling everyone I love them as soon as it's in full effect. I wouldn't do any of them recreationally though, because despite the warm fuzzies, they make me feel much too foggy and I'm not a fan of the other side effects.

Edited 2016-09-18 21:31 (UTC)

The closest I ever got was that I was self medicating my depression with chocolate as a kid and ate so much I developed a caffeine addiction. I was eating like two to three packs of m&ms a day.

Strawberry flavoured hookah tobacco.
The taste was nice and I would like to do it again someday but there are a lot of people dead from smoking-induced lung cancer among my family and acquaintances so I'm pretty iffy about smoking.

I wouldn't try any other drugs.

Weed. I feel conflicted, on one the feeling is nice, on the other hand, it makes me feel like it's impossible to move. I've only tried the indica type though.

Also I live in California, there's a ballot initiative to make recreational use of weed legal.

Alcohol - makes me dizzy and light headed, which makes me have a sick headache (i get motion sickness so, so easily, so being dizzy is *bad*). Hated it, hate the taste, don't do it anymore.

Nicotine - eh. A little light-headed, but it tastes so foul it's not worth it. Did it for a few months in high school, don't anymore.

Pot - same reaction as alcohol. Dizzy and light headed = sick headache = me wanting to curl up in a dark corner for a few hours. Tried it three or four times, don't do it anymore.

Valium - made me throw up. (I took a half a pill because i was having serious tension/stress issues that were making my sciatic nerve - that was damaged - act up big time.) Never tried again.

Oxycontin - made my stomach hurt/made me feel nauseated, didn't take away the pain. (Got it from a doc after an out-patient surgery. Would rather have had aspirin.)

Oh, non-medical. Sorry. Valium wasn't prescribed to me, though.....

Don't eeeevvvveeeer do heroin, kids. I'm not kidding, that'll fuck your life right up, faster than you'll know what hit you.

The high itself is top-end, I won't lie. All the pain goes away-- physical, mental, emotional, all of it. You're just floating along feeling out of your head and body, like nothing could bring you back down to your problems again. Then you crash, and you feel like you're lower than shit. The aches and pains feel amplified, the self-loathing ratchets up to unbearable levels, all the problems in your life seem utterly insurmountable, and all that matters is getting to that high again.

That or dying. Those genuinely seem like your only options when you're stuck on heroin. Get high again or commit suicide. And I'm a fucking coward, so I always went with the "get high again" option. I lost a lot of friends and a lot of family through my actions (stealing/lying etc), which just made the need to escape worse. I'm honestly lucky I never ended up homeless; my landlady is pretty much the most saintly, understanding woman in the world and didn't kick my ass out even when I was crazy late on rent.

I'm clean now (coming up on two years!), and it's still hard. I still want it sometimes. But it's easier to work through the cravings now, at least. I'm working on repairing my relationships, but there's (understandably) a lot of mistrust, and I have a lot of work to do.

I'm sorry this turned into a biopic, haha. Don't do heroin, everyone. Not even once, never ever.

Congratulations on being two years clean.

Thank you! I appreciate it.

Alcohol - makes me feel kind of shaky and weak and nervous after very little alcohol. It feels bad, but also good? Like that weak-limbed emotional rush feeling after sex, almost.

Marijuana - I haven't had it that much, actually. Every time I've tried it I didn't notice it doing anything, and I don't care for the smell.

Morphine - super nauseous and mopey

E - Took it and then proceeded to raid someone's medicine cabinet for more fun pills, so I don't know what was the Ecstasy and what was me poisoning myself.

Nicotine - Relaxing enough that I'll bum a smoke off someone once a month or so. Not nice enough that I'd pay money for it. I think nicotine is like my weed.

Meth - Probably my favorite of the drugs I've tried. It was a nice long high, lots of energy and felt really fun. Then it was fucking miserable. Then I came off it and felt totally normal.

Cocaine - Tried it once. I don't remember much about it and did a lot of other drugs that week, but I remember very clearly that I Did Not Like It.

Heroin - First time sucked. Everything was terrifying, and it made me feel really sad, I puked a few times, and I hurt myself really bad trying to scratch something out of my arms. I think I tried it a second time and it was really good, but I drunk myself into a stupor the next few days waiting for it to get out of my system because I was paranoid of getting addicted.

Weed: Tried it twice and both times it made me super paranoid. Never did it again.

Vicodin: The first time was fine. The few times after made me nauseous to the point where I thought I was going to throw up. Haven't taken any more.

Xanax: I took a bar. It was nice for like an hour, then it made me fall asleep.

Valium: I tried one. All it did was make me cold and angry.

Ativan: I actually still take these occasionally, when my anxiety kicks in REALLY bad. These actually work really well for me. I can take one at night and still feel good throughout the next day.

Klonopin: Pretty much like Ativan. Works really well for about a day.

I know, Non-Medical, but these aren't/weren't prescribed to me specifically, so yeah...

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