case: (Default)
Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-10-26 06:35 pm

[ SECRET POST #3949 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3949 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.



__________________________________________________



02.


__________________________________________________



03.


__________________________________________________



04.


__________________________________________________



05.


__________________________________________________



06.


__________________________________________________



07.


__________________________________________________



08.


__________________________________________________



09. https://i.imgur.com/CCSTAru.png
[OP wanted this warned for sexual content, image itself is SFW though]








Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 10 secrets from Secret Submission Post #565.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

My Brain Doesn't Work And I Hate It

(Anonymous) 2017-10-27 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
Basically, at this point, my takeaway from any social interaction is "this person doesn't want to ever see me or talk to me again". Like, almost literally, regardless of how positive the person is. I don't care for it.

Re: My Brain Doesn't Work And I Hate It

(Anonymous) 2017-10-27 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
I’m sorry, anxiety sucks ass. It’s really annoying when brains do the “omg they hate me omg” thing when all you’ve done is say “hi, how are you?” or whatever to somebody, isn’t it? Sometimes it helps me to picture someone else I dislike (I go for the orange disaster in the White House) saying negative shit about me, cause my response goes from a private chorus of “nobody likes me, everybody hates me, guess I’ll go eat worms,” to “fuck off, asshole. Who asked you?” Maybe something similar might help? Also therapy’s nice if you can get it. Good luck. (Hugs)

Re: My Brain Doesn't Work And I Hate It

(Anonymous) 2017-10-27 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Mine too. I'm tired of feeling like this, my brain just makes the most ungenerous assumptions about everyone all the time. It's never going to get easier and I just need to get better at hiding it. I'm no good at lying.
I'm going to have a free half hour with a counsellor this week, to see if she's a good fit. I hope you have something you can do too.

Re: My Brain Doesn't Work And I Hate It

(Anonymous) 2017-10-27 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you internalized a lot of stupid bullshit some people told you when you were growing up? You've got to punch that voice in the face every time it starts.

Yeah, some people will be into you, and some people won't. The most you can do is ask them if they want to hang out/invite them to do something. People who aren't interested won't bite, and you don't have to concern yourself with them from that point on.

I know, easier said than done.