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⌈ Secret Post #4571 ⌋

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04. [SPOILERS for How to Train Your Dragon]

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05. [SPOILERS for Jessica Jones season 3]

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06. [SPOILERS for Toy Story 4]

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07. [WARNING for antisemitism/discussion of genocide]

[Game of Thrones]

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08. [WARNING for torture, trauma]

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09. [WARNING for mention of rape, assault]

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10. [WARNING for discusssion of abuse]

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I do wonder how certain fetishes or kinks come to be 'things' for us. I'll admit it - i love pony play. But...why? I don't want to be the pony...or particularly 'have' a pony. I just want to see pretty men *being* ponies, and all the trappings and special stuff (like hoof boots) is very cool. I like puppy play a bit, too, though not as much.

But where does that come from? It's all so baffling. I remember a Dick and Jane story from when i was a little kid, long before sex or sexuality was even on my radar. Sally (the little sister) was pretending to be a rabbit so she didn't have to do her chores; 'mom, rabbits can't sweep the floor!' or whatever. So they told her rabbits couldn't have pot roast or chocolate cake, and she had to stay out on the porch and here are some carrots for dinner (so she's stop 'playing rabbit').

And that was ....reeeeeeeally interesting to me, even though i didn't connect it to anything sexual at all. What is going on in our brains?

One thing I wonder is why the stuff I dream is so different from my actual kinks. Like, I have one set of kinks/fetishes/fantasies that I actually like in real life or like to read about. But then there is the stuff I dream about. And the stuff I dream about is the complete opposite and nothing like the things I'm actually into. The things I dream about don't turn me on when I'm awake. It is weird.

WTH, brains? Heh. Well - not *one single kink* i enjoy in fic or tv/movies that do it right (almost none) are things I would do in real life. I would *watch* a lot of them, but i have zero interest in touching strangers, having them touch me, etc. Just gimme a comfy chair and a (non alcoholic) drink and i'll watch someone prance around in their pony gear all day, heh.

I wish i dreamed anything remotely like that. I just keep having fucked up dreams about not being able to find useable bathrooms or my house suddenly needing huge repairs or something. Infrequent and stupid!

With fic I think I like more extreme versions of what I'd be into in real life. I doubt I'd be into actual BDSM. But getting to be a bit bossy and taking charge of my own pleasure, having a partner completely trust me, maybe a bit of bondage? That I'd be into.

Weirdly in my dreams I never dream about my own pleasure. My dreams are always about getting someone else off. Even though they are sex dreams, I think they're more about a psychological desire to be wanted than my actual sexual kinks. I guess I explore my kinks enough in daydreams and fantasy and my brain is using dreams to explore things I don't explore awake.

It could very well be. I think i've had like - two sex dreams in my entire life, which seems weird. I don't seem to dream nearly as much as i did as a kid. I guess my sleep isn't as unbroken as it was then.....

I wonder about this too, all the time.

I've never admitted this to anyone off anon, but I've always had a huge pregnancy/breeding kink. And I do mean always. I would fantasize about a character getting knocked up with multiples when I was like eight, and it turned me on even then, even though I didnt know what that feeling even was. But I've never wanted kids! I'm 31 now, it's still a huge kink for me, and I still don't want kids! Lol.

I think it's kind of the flipside of my intense body horror squick, which I've also had since I was really young. But it's still such a weird thing, like, honestly brain, wtf?!

Right? I mean...HOW does it happen? Where does it come from? I didn't tell anyone about Sally pretending to be a rabbit. I'd never heard of any kind of 'play'. I wasn't thinking about sex or even feeling that it was sexual, just that i thought about it a lot.

Brains are so odd, i just really do boggle at them (mine) sometimes. :D

I’m super late to this, but it’s an interesting topic for me! When I was about 8 I was already having deeply sexual fantasies without really knowing that’s what they were; my favorite was a fantasy that I was one of a harem of slaves to an Egyptian queen. We (the slaves) were of varying ages, anywhere from my own age up through adult, and the fantasies themselves were very, very BDSM flavored and creative.

I had an almost painfully normal upbringing! I have absolutely no idea where any of that came from. I did have a mild obsession with Egypt at the time (or, at least, the sanitized children’s history version of it), so the setting made sense, but good god the rest of it!

Heeee! An interesting setting, for sure!

I don't think i really started thinking about stuff in a sexual way until I was closer to 10 or even 12 years old. And then i was thinking about boys *and* girls, and while not actively lusting after either, really *appreciating* them. :D I remember a girl who had the prettiest calves.....

ANYway - yes. BDSM type thoughts came to me, too, as i got older, and the pony/puppy play stuff (didn't know about all the gear and accessories until *much* later), and i'm the same - WHERE? did that come from?

I was a white kid in a small mid-western town where 'that stuff' was 'gross' and nobody talked about it unless it was a joke, and though my parents were frank about sex/reproduction, it certainly wasn't something they told us about or anything.....

Our brains, so weird!

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