[ SECRET POST #5169 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #5169 ⌋

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Re: CAPSLOCKVenting ahoy

[(Anonymous)]

I was feeling pretty good about staying connected with old gaming friends during Covid. Then I realized I was the only one out of them who doesn't live within close proximity of one or more, or doesn't have gaming friends in real life.

I know it's a stupid thing to whine about, but I always just feel like the orphan loser whenever I'm in a group of people. Everyone always has someone else, their own tribe, or their own family... I'm basically estranged from a family that's full of cowards and abusers, and never really connected with others IRL the way I did with my gaming friends. But they were competent at socializing and weren't total losers so they all ended up befriending others or coupling up with others, so when all of this goes back to normal, I can easily be dropped and I'll have no friends again. Don't get me wrong... at the beginning of lockdown, I'd already made peace with our "reunion" being temporary at best. But seeing everything up close is a reminder of how easily they got wrapped up in their own lives and forgot about me in the past, and just feels like a suckerpunch.

Yes, I know I could just stop being such a loser, stop feeling sorry for myself and teach myself how to make gaming friends IRL. But as a woman approaching middle age who moved to a new town just before Covid and tends to not trust humans in general, that's easier said than done.

Re: CAPSLOCKVenting ahoy

[(Anonymous)]

I can only say I empathise wholeheartedly, nonnie. You're not the only one, if that helps.

Re: CAPSLOCKVenting ahoy

[(Anonymous)]

Thanks, I appreciate it. Hope you're not in the same situation.