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fandomsecrets2021-03-19 05:15 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2021-03-19 05:15 pm
[ SECRET POST #5187 ]
⌈ Secret Post #5187 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Gnosia]
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[I Care a Lot (on Netflix)]
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[X-Files]
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[Lolita Fashion Youtuber Tyler Willis]
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09. [SPOILERS for The Story of Yanxi Palace]
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10. [WARNING for discussion of pedophilia/child molestation]
Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #742.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
Re: TW
(Anonymous) 2021-03-20 02:51 am (UTC)(link)Also, just a ramble of words coming out
The shootings in Atlanta have reminded me of my assault and man, it's been a rough few days. I feel grateful to have friends checking in on me but at the same time I hate having to be reminded of my assault. It has always been difficult to think about, much less talk about, but I realized that I was basically shown that a guy could do anything to me and nothing would happen about it really early on in my life. My assailant and I were kids but he was white and I'm Asian. I went to a school that was predominantly white and my family and our Asian community were new immigrants as a result of a post-Vietnam War world. I was born in the US but my parents met and married in the US in the early 1980s. I was "lucky" in that I didn't have to face "too much" racism in my youth, but I have plenty of stories about my racist neighbors and classmates and teachers and random strangers. TBH My attacker was probably just a fucked up kid who wanted to bully anyone he could and I was the target of the day, but growing up seeing Asian women fetishized in Western media has me grossed out and I generally hate knowing that I can't rely on any man of any race to not treat me like shit. Fuck the patriarchy, dude. Fuck racism. And especially fuck all you fucking assholes who always have to fucking make things worse for survivors. Fuck everybody who failed me. You mean well now and I do love a lot of you, but man, fuck you all so much. LOL Fuck you all so much.
Re: TW
(Anonymous) 2021-03-20 03:17 am (UTC)(link)