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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2021-04-19 06:25 pm

[ SECRET POST #5218 ]


⌈ Secret Post #5218 ⌋

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Re: What bothers you more and more with each passing year as you grow older?

(Anonymous) 2021-04-20 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
I feel this to an extent. I’m not scared of being alone exactly (I feel more resigned than anything), but I get very sad sometimes because what I want out of a relationship is something I can’t have. Well, maybe I can have it if I meet the right person, but it feels impossible. I’ve tried dating, but when I told the people I was dating that I was ace, they started treating me differently and distancing themselves. One assumed I had some sort of trauma and offered to help me find therapy, which was nice, but it made me feel angry at myself because why can’t I want what everyone else wants? Why is my brain programmed like this and why can’t I fix myself?

Re: What bothers you more and more with each passing year as you grow older?

(Anonymous) 2021-04-20 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
AYRT - Oof, I feel this. I'm sorry nonny. You're not alone in going through this stuff. *offers hugs and/or pats*