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⌈ Secret Post #5440 ⌋

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Re: What is your dysfunction?

[(Anonymous)]

I have extremely bad social anxiety, anxiety and diagnosed with 'quiet' Bordeline personality disorder
(although I still don't know if that really applies to me because everything I've looked up on BPD doesn't feel like it applies to me - especially when it comes to relationships which lol; it was kind of funny to have the therapist insist that I must have had some kind of romantic relationship in the past or at least suffered some kind of childhood abuse that would affect having a relationship as an adult; like a big maybe with the latter, but overall I've never actively sought anyone out and no one has ever been interested in me like that - so its never come up. Although I do experience the emotional numbness, dissociation and abandonment issues - I've never have stopped anyone from leaving nor would I go to any extent to stop anyone. Idk it doesn't help that it feels like a death sentence to have bpd since it feels like people working in mental health care treat it like the worst thing to have. I've stopped asking for help and just try and deal with my crap as best as I can until I can somehow afford better healthcare).

There's also a small possibility that I might be autistic - when I was a little kid my brother (older by 1 year) was getting diagnosed with autism, and my Mum pointed out that I was showing similar signs as my brother. But the doctor brushed her off saying that it was impossible for girls to have autism and I was just copying him. Now that I'm older and reading about women who have gotten diagnosed now because of that oldschool boy-only BS, in addition to all the symptoms and just the struggles of growing up feeling like an alien amongst people - I have strong suspicions. I also never want to bring it up since the support system here is shit as it is and I don't think getting a diagnosis would make my life easier in any way.