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⌈ Secret Post #5666 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Vent/whine thread

[(Anonymous)]

I’m chronically lonely. Making friends doesn’t happen easily, but losing them seems to. I hate my life in general and I don’t see any logical reason to expect it to get any better, and that’s not just post-vacation letdown talking. And I was feeling bad about my weight earlier until an annoying little voice whispered “not everybody gets to eat” and now I feel even worse. And there are a lot of chores I really have to do in the next few days.

Re: Vent/whine thread

[(Anonymous)]

Oww. Sorry about it. Can relate to the chores part, but that does seem like pre-chores depression (empirically I swear it IS a thing). Maybe to the "chronically lonely" part, too.

Re: Vent/whine thread

[(Anonymous)]

Oof, I relate to the friends thing. I'm sorry, anon. I've been missing ex-friends a lot this week and wishing we'd made it work. I don't have any RL friends in the same city as me and I really need to make some, for my (already dodgy) emotional and mental health, but I'm too messed up and insecure to reach out.

I'm sure you know this, but I'm gonna say it anyway: You're allowed to feel bad about things--both trivial and otherwise. Ad your allowed to take your problems seriously, even if someone else might see them as NBD. You're allowed to feel down, or depressed, or sad, or fucking whatever, even if you are the most privileged SOB out there (which it sounds like you're not, anyway). You are allowed to be totally fucked up over even the most first-world-y of problems. You don't have to win the suffering olympics for your pain to be valid. And at the risk of making you feel more guilty (which isn't my intent), I honestly think when we invalidate our own right to struggle and feel fucked up about things, it only makes whatever messiness we have inside us come out even messier in other ways.

Re: Vent/whine thread

[(Anonymous)]

Oh nonny. Hugs for you if you want them.