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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2023-07-26 07:17 pm

[ SECRET POST #6046 ]


⌈ Secret Post #6046 ⌋

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Re: What would you tell your younger self?

(Anonymous) 2023-07-27 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
Yell at your sister and mom what you really feel and tell them how they failed you. If they get mad, it's their guilt making up excuses, and you know that. You know how you've showed up for them and their lack of showing up for you is about THEM, not that you aren't good enough to be loved.

Your friends love you and care for you. They can't be everything to you, that's all. They love you.

Whatever happens, you will be strong enough to do great things. The hardships will be painful, but when you feel like utter shit and like life can't get better, that's not true. It will feel true, but hang in there. You are going to see good days and have good times. I promise.

You might not believe it but when you find the courage and strength to embrace your femininity, it will feel less like a performance than your "I-have-no-fucks-to-give" nihilistic attitude.
Once you get there, you will realize how much you deny sweetness, kindness, smiles and genuine care into your life.

It's OK to embrace the shitty things when they're shitty.
But it's just as OK to embrace the good things when they're good.

And keep writing. Stop sharing with your friends because it hinders your creativity and desires to challenge yourself, but please write. Write as much as you can, it's about getting your mind to embrace your gift, not to prove to anyone else if you are a good writer.