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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2023-08-20 04:21 pm

[ SECRET POST #6071 ]


⌈ Secret Post #6071 ⌋

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[The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock]



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CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
My Dad was diagnosed with terminal cancer earlier in the summer; today, I've gotten news that his Dad (my grandad, lives a long way away) has been hospitalised with blood cancer and resulting kidney failure.

My brain is struggling to process and I'm currently just angry at the world in general. I'm sad for grandad, but I'm completely fucking heartbroken that my Dad will now have to face losing a parent while still coming to terms with his own cancer.

Just feels like the universe is completely dumping on us as a family this year and I don't know how to hold it all together anymore. I want to make things better but I can't see how.
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Re: CW: Cancer

[personal profile] philstar22 2023-08-21 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, nonny. So, so sorry.

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. And the kitty blepping in your profile pic gave me a smile. Thank you. x
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Re: CW: Cancer

[personal profile] greghousesgf 2023-08-21 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
oh, god, I'm sorry.

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
Me too. Thank you. <3

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry your family is going through that. Fuck cancer.

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you and hell yes, fuck cancer. I'm making some little things to sell at work for fundraising but I've got my eye on jumping out a plane for it too.

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, nonny.
My dad died from cancer years ago and now earlier this month I found out that my uncle had it in the same place (nose), just on the opposite side where my dad's cancer was. :(

When my dad was dying, I stuck a just-extinguished matchstick in my arm (it didn't burn my flesh) to try & feel something beside the massive helplessness I was feeling.

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you <3 and I'm so sorry you've had to deal with this too. It's horrendous.

Weirdly enough I dipped back into self-harm tonight after doing good for 2 years, so I can relate to that. The helplessness is immense, like everything I love is just being pulled away all at once and I'm so angry and it has nowhere to go.

I'm sorry, nonny. Sending lots of love. x

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
Ugh. How awful. I'm so sorry.

I totally understand your feelings. I hope your dad and granddad get as much help and support and care as they need going forward, and I hope you're able to get the support you need as well.

Re: CW: Cancer

(Anonymous) 2023-08-21 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you lovely <3