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⌈ Secret Post #6354 ⌋

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Re: Weird triggers of realization

[(Anonymous)]

I don't think I've ever actually been in love. Due to past trauma, it seems to have always been some form of limerence - idealizing and making up whole relationships in my head and hoping the other person would one day that on that role in the made up relationship.

I'd always known what I was doing was unhealthy and a bit fictional, but it wasn't until a year or two ago, it just basically hit me that it really was all fake.

Similarly, I had the realization that I've never really genuinely felt loved by anyone else. Like, safe and secure, like someone had my back. That kind of thing. Someone would say "I love you" but their actions would be of neglect or abuse. Not love.