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I ate something that does not agree with me an I am in so much pain and so bloated. I am wearing pants that are 2 sizes too big normally and I look 6mos pregnant. It hurts so much. I fantasize about stabbing my stomach to pop it like a balloon and relieve the pressure.

I had a whole 4 days where my body was happy and now we are back on this bullshit. 😫

So, my supervisor is taking another job. So I will be department head in a month or so. Not sure how I feel about this, TBH. Not sure yet if I'll get a raise. But really nervous about it. And also, I know there are several people in the office who want to get rid of the immigration department altogether.

So on the one hand, part of me wants to be even more serious about finding another job. But another part of me worries about the two paralegals. I don't know.

In this kind of situation, it's best to prioritize yourself and your own welfare. I advise looking harder for another job.

Definitely look for another job! If they do get rid of the immigration department you don't want to be suddenly without a job. You can help the paralegals find something new once you've sorted yourself out.

I just settled in to bed and had the mind and the time to actually read fic before lights out an ao3 is down ;_; Whyyyyyyyy ;_;

It is so silly to be annoyed. I don't even have a fic in mind, I was just going to browse for a bit and see if something caught my interest.

Aww, I’m sorry about that, nonny. I like reading random fics before bed and it sucks when AO3’s down.

I had to have an entire knee joint replaced by a prosthetic. I'm on scrip painkillers. They work but they're not going to last indefinitely and I'm having a hard time getting a refill.

I have an implant that's going to be there for the rest of my life and it was causing me so much pain. I finally got into a pain clinic after my surgeon sent a referral and now I have a daily script of hydrocodone and I was not functional before that happened at all. I think you live in Cali and I know they hate opiods even more there than they do where I live (TN) but I hope you can get something! D:

I hate when people in your circle describe posts they don't want to read, and it's the kinds of things you post. Guess I know why you never comment now.

It's not like they don't have every right to feel that way. It just sucks.

Oof that hits me right in the self concious soft bits.

I'm sorry anon, you're right they have a right to feel that way but you have a right to your feelings as well.

Yep. I found myself starting to censor my posts to cater to what I'd learned that my circle didn't like until I realized it made posting rather pointless so I just stopped altogether. Well, I do still occasionally type stuff out but when I'm done I just close the window.

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(Anonymous) - 2024-09-03 10:58 (UTC) - Expand

Yah, that sucks. I feel like I ought to crawl away under a rock and die.

It's my birthday tomorrow and the new medication I'm on keeps making me sick :/

Happy birthday for tomorrow! I hope you feel better as soon as possible and that you can do something you enjoy tomorrow.

I'm so sorry. Happy birthday, and I really hope you are able to have fun. And I really hope the meds stop making you sick or your doctor is able to adjust things.

happy birthday! I hope your meds are kinder to you soon <3

Happy birthday for tomorrow, nonny. I hope you manage to have an enjoyable day despite the blegh.

Happy Birthday anon! The med situation sucks, hopefully it improves soon

Peter Dinklage will never fuck me.

Truly your life is a struggle :(

Going for a long rant.
My friend is a stay at home mom. She is busy but in a different hours than working office hours people. And weirdly she somehow thinks that most women are like her. Because she spends a lot of time with other moms. Ironically all her/our friends I know do work. So I don't know what is she talking about.
Second thing. We live in a huge city with a lot of traffic. So somehow you spend at least 40 minutes to get somewhere.
She invited people to her birthday party. And it's on Friday, out of city center and to go to a bar to see a live fucking bar band. I've started a new job and I absolutely drained all the time and I just know that I wouldn't have energy even to talk on Friday. And now with additional +1,5 hour commute and loud music. And I hate bar bands. And she is always like that. She keeps inviting me in the worst time possible. Afjskrg
On top of that my other friend opens her first exhibition at the same time. So it would be cool to support her.
But I am already dreaming about TV shows and bed and not taking with people.
I really hope I will master some energy for at least one of them.

Take the excuse the new job gives you and say you can't make it to [bar] on Friday. It's okay to decline things if they put more stress on you!

Boy do I hear you on the mom friend who forgets that some people still full-time jobs. I have one friend who always suggests meeting up during the week in the morning or afternoon and I'm like, no. Like the last dozens of times you've suggested that, I'm at work during that time!

At one point I genuinely wondered if she was trying to push me out of the friends group since I'm the only one without kids. It's completely normal that everyone meets during the day! I'd do that too if I wasn't working. It's just weird when she'll go "it's been so long since we all got together!" and then consistently suggests times when I'm clearly not going to be available. And then acts as if I'm the one who makes scheduling things difficult, as if a regular 9-5 office job isn't the most basic of schedules.

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(Anonymous) - 2024-09-03 10:35 (UTC) - Expand

fuck i hate mondays

even when they're tuesdays

I wish my eczema would just go away!!!!! My skin is red and inflamed! I'm trying so hard not to scratch.
Trying to find the right methods and creams/cleansers to help stop the itch, lower the scaling and inflammation.
Staying away from perfumes.
Trying to wear clothes with fabric that don't irritate my skin.
ToT
The itching and the pain (and then the scabbing) are the worst parts.
I don't want to be itchy and in pain anymore!!

Also, I hate that my new sim card is taking forever to arrive. My phone not working like it should makes life so annoying
ToT

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