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⌈ Secret Post #6499 ⌋

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[The Cat Has Its Heart on the Outside]



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Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

I wanna do something different with my career but I don't know what direction to go. In the meantime I am probably gonna take another shitty kitchen job. I actually like food service... or... I have a love/hate relationship with food service. My last jobs have sucked but I recognize part of the problem is that I honestly have a bad attitude. I get heated over nothing and backtalk when people ask me to do stuff if I'm upset, I can be way too negative. I am working on that but it's very embarrassing and humbling to admit to myself what I could have done better in situations where I messed up, especially when I was being treated badly for real (but also acting like a drama queen). I know if I can't look at my mistakes realistically I'm gonna be acting just like my mom, who would rather die than apologize. I hear her voice coming out of my mouth when I get heated over unimportant things and when I am overly critical of coworkers. Anyway. I don't expect myself to be perfect, I'm slowly getting better at communicating and staying calm in stressful situations. Food service is tough because it's common that you'll get shouted at or sexually harassed on the job, and I really need to find a balance between letting people walk all over me and overreacting with anger in situations that don't need it. I also need to be able to handle stuff like that without letting my PTSD triggers overwhelm me. Not trying to say I should just accept harassment. I want to honor that it upsets me and handle the problem in a calm non destructive way. Hopefully that makes sense.

Anyway back to what I said at the start. There are a few different things I want to study or try my hand at. I don't know what direction to move in. My indecisiveness is frustrating. Of course I start telling myself I'm too dumb to succeed at anything I want to do as well. I think I'm making a lot of progress on my mental health that will help me with my next career moves when I'm ready and I should just focus on that. But it's hard to be patient and hard to tolerate not knowing what I want to do yet.