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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2025-01-22 07:09 pm

[ SECRET POST #6592 ]


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Re: What phobias do you have?

[personal profile] dani_phantasma 2025-01-23 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
Like the comment OP , I have a major heights phobia. ALL the way back in 2010 when we were about to move out of one house my dad stood on the balcony overlook to fix some of the ceiling and when I saw it I was so freaked out I had to go outside for like a few hours til he was done. Didn't matter that it was like 9 pm I just.. had to step out.

I think part of stuff like that where i get freaked out on behalf of other people in situations (especially in close proximity to ME) is that I suffered from intense bouts of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder since I was a young child And for a while I was often convinced to do things sometimes despite harm to myself just to make the anxiety stop . And despite the fact I'd started to get....somewhat better I still had issues and weak moments. So I guess what I would ne afraid of and what would play in my head sometimes even remembering that is "what if in a moment of weakness in intense OCD anxiety I did something that ended up hurting/killing him?" i wouldn't WANT to and I didn't but... idk it's the thought that haunts me

tl;dr: OCD is a huge pain in the ass and it fucks with my brain.

Re: What phobias do you have?

(Anonymous) 2025-01-23 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
Intrusive thoughts, my beloathed.

Re: What phobias do you have?

[personal profile] dani_phantasma 2025-01-24 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yea they're just the worst