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fandomsecrets2011-03-30 03:44 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2011-03-30 03:44 pm
[ SECRET POST #1548 ]
⌈ Secret Post #1548 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 04 pages, 095 secrets from Secret Submission Post #221.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
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(Anonymous) 2011-03-30 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)no subject
... Actually, it's kinda fitting to dedicate a song I haven't heard to a person I don't know.
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But there's no reason why you shouldn't feel alluded to in this song. You absolutely deserve it as much as any other insecure girl out there. ♥
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I never worry about anyone singing this to me because whenever I hear it, I identify more with the singer. Ain't love crazy? <:
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It's funny you should say that, because the one way I started actually liking that song and not minding that our local radio station played it about 20 times a day was that I started dedicating in my head to the actress I have a ginormous crush on (who also has "perfect hair" and a "sexy laugh"). So now every time I listen to it, I think of her and it makes me smile. [/corny]
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(Anonymous) 2011-03-30 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)I like 'F*cking Perfect' though, because it doesn't concentrate so much on the physical.
/anon has eating disorder, fwiw.
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(Anonymous) 2011-03-31 12:29 am (UTC)(link)I DEDICATE THESE ALL TO YOU
Re: I DEDICATE THESE ALL TO YOU
(Anonymous) 2011-03-30 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)Re: I DEDICATE THESE ALL TO YOU
Re: I DEDICATE THESE ALL TO YOU
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*puts on the cynicism hat*
(Anonymous) 2011-03-30 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)If it doesn't get through to you already, then a bunch of strangers telling you that you deserve it won't either. The reason? Because just like Pink, none of these people know you. They don't know your name, they don't know your history, they don't know what you have or haven't done, the things you blame yourself for, the things you hate yourself for -- and because of that, you'll always dismiss it. It's never going to be enough to get through to you.
What you need is to learn to love yourself for yourself. A song, a bunch of people on the internet -- none of it will change how you feel about yourself because none of it is personal. It's going to be hard. There isn't any easy button to press here, and trying to find the easy way to self-worth is just going to make you despair.
Are you close to your family? If so, talk to them -- if anyone can make you see your worth, it's going to be people who have watched you grow and seen you at your worst and still love you. If not your family, your friends. If not your friends, your teachers, a therapist, anyone who will see the things in you that you hide.
In the meantime, do something you love, create something, write a story, paint a picture, build something -- anything that will make you feel that sense of capability, like you can succeed at something on your own. Build up your confidence in yourself by doing things that you know you can succeed at first, and slowly work your way toward learning new things. Self-loathing loves stagnant waters, and unless you push yourself, you'll never get out of it. No one can do it for you. Others might help you, but it must begin and end with you or it doesn't mean anything.
I'm sorry for going on and on, but asking others to make you feel loved simply doesn't work -- I've tried it and it doesn't. Because when it comes to insecurity and self-loathing, if you can dismiss it, you will, and I know that if I had made this secret, I would look at the kind things people have said and think "they're only saying that because I asked them to."
I almost didn't post this because I have this awful feeling that I'm going to get torn apart for being cynical instead of just giving the OP what she's asking for, but I just don't feel like that's what the OP really needs and I can't stay silent about this, I just can't.
Re: *puts on the cynicism hat*
(Anonymous) 2011-03-30 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)Re: *puts on the cynicism hat*
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I don't think anyone could have sung, said, or written it better.
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(Anonymous) 2011-03-31 01:04 am (UTC)(link)no subject
(Anonymous) 2011-03-31 01:48 am (UTC)(link)But after hearing to the song a couple of times, especially when Pink sings that last line, "You are perfect to me" that's when it got to me and I started bawling. Cause I realized I shouldn't wait for people to say it to me, I need the courage to say it to myself, that I am perfect and that I shouldn't bring myself down so much.
It's not easy, trust me. I'm still struggling with it, cause I grew up with parents who criticize me over everything, and so I have a lot of self-hate. But take those small steps to make yourself feel better about yourself as suggested by "cynical" anon above. Cause you really deserve to believe that you are "perfect", flaws and all.
This one's for you, OP
I am sorry you don't feel you deserve the feel good song. And I know coming from a stranger it might not mean much (trust me I know the feeling)but you ARE worth it and perfect and this song does apply to you, me, and any other girl or boy for that matter, who needs to believe in him/herself.
And if all the well-wishing from everyone here isn't enough, know that I did play the song for an audience in your anonymous name in the hopes that someday you'll let yourself believe it.