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F!S Anon Meme (the Fifth)

Secrets, rants, opinions, anything you want to say about your fandom or a fandom or fandom in general, do it here! Anonymously, of course. Get it all off your chest.

(LJ's still lagging here and there, good luck.)

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I'm 26, 27 in less than two months, and same here. I cannot fucking seem to get through school - I wish I could entirely blame ADHD, but I'm not honestly sure WHAT the problem is. ADHD is a problem, anxiety is a problem (it keeps me from going to class), I think I have an undiagnosed LD, but I can't get help for that unless I find paperwork for my ADHD that I've lost...I also can't seem to find anything that consistently and joyfully holds my interest. Seems like the moment I'm required to study a subject I previously liked, I suddenly feel like it's unbearably boring. Am I just a complete brat?!

Also largely friendless (kinda depressed, and just don't have energy to put towards friendships like I did even five years ago), no romantic prospects either.

I work in a service job with people who are more than 5 years younger than me who are somehow managing to rent small apartments, work into Asst. Manager positions, and live on their own. I'm aiming to work up to this myself, if ONLY to have some sort of Plan B. Fuck, I don't even having a working Plan A.

I'm desperate to find a way to pull it together, get a degree, get a career going, get a home and get a partner. I want a life that doesn't constantly feel like it's circling the drain. I'm terribly afraid 30 will roll around, I will have gone from 4 stray grey hairs to half a head's worth, and I will be no closer to that future.