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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2011-08-05 08:06 pm

[ SECRET POST #1676 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1676 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[Toriko]


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03.
[Bubble Sisters, After School, Beast and T-ARA]


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05.
[Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters]


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06.
[Frezned/YouTube]


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08.
[Orc Stain]


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10.
[Tiger & Bunny]


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14.
[My Fair Lady]


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16.
(Strawberry Shortcake's Berry Bitty Adventures)


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18.
[Glee]


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19. [tb]


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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]











20. [SPOILERS for Harry Potter]



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21. [SPOILERS for Harry Potter]



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22. [SPOILERS for Voyager]



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23. [SPOILERS for Agents of Cracked]



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24. [SPOILERS for A Dance with Dragons/A Song of Ice and Fire]



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25. [SPOILERS for A Dance with Dragons]



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26. [SPOILERS for A Dance with Dragons]



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27. [TRIGGER WARNING for self injury]



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28. [TRIGGER WARNING for suicide]



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29. [TRIGGER WARNING for non-con and pedophilia]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #239.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

(Anonymous) 2011-08-06 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
OP here. You're not saying anything I haven't thought about. I know I'm an awful person. That's the problem.

[identity profile] morganshepard.livejournal.com 2011-08-07 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
You're not an awful person for not telling your girlfriend. It is natural to try and shelter those we love. You don't want to hurt her but you will hurt her the most for taking your life. Hurting her to a lesser degree now by opening up to her doesn't make you awful either. When you love someone, you want to be there when they are hurting and you want to support them. Let her love you and maybe whilst in her arms her conviction will make you see that you deserve to be loved not just by her, but by yourself.

It wasn't Voyager that kept me from killing myself. It was a phone call from a friend that kept me from crashing my car into a tree. (which is sort of funny when phone calls normally cause people to crash...) But when something so small as 'hey let's hang out' was enough to keep me from doing it I realized that I wanted to live. The fact the show keeps you from doing it at all is a sign. I opened up to those I loved and yes I hurt my gf at the time but she never regretted helping me because she loved me. My best friend, my mother, I hurt them too with my honesty but they thanked me for it because they love me too and the day I let them love me was the first day I felt deserving of love, of life, of anything really.

I hope you are able to come to similar conclusions.

(Anonymous) 2011-08-11 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
OP, please ask for help, be it from your girlfriend, suicide hotline, 911 (they WILL listen) or your family; surely there is someone you trust.
In the meantime, while you gather up the courage you have inside you, to ask for the help you need, continue plugging at Voyager, and if you haven't seen it, try Deep Space Nine; I think you'd like it.