[ SECRET POST #1744 ]

[case]

⌈ Secret Post #1744 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[tinker tailor soldier spy]


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03.
[Pokemon]


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04.
[Disgaea 2]


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05.
[Reborn]


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06.
[Yahtzee/Cinema Snob]


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07.
[Fruits Basket]


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08.
[Sherlock]


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09.
[Teahouse]


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10.
[Glee]


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11.
[Law & Order: Special Victims Unit]


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12.
[Jem]


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13.
[Before Crisis: Final Fantasy VII]


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14.
[Sherlock (BBC)]


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15.
[Kingdom Hearts]


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16.
[Reba]


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17.
[South Park/Black Dagger Brotherhood]


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18.
[Society]


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19.
[Paris Hilton/Baccano!!]


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20.
[Paranoia Agent]


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21.
[HIMYM]


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22.
[American Beauty]


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23.
(Phantom of the Opera/Ramin Karimloo/Hadley Fraser/Sierra Boggess)


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24. [repeat]


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25.
[Card Captor Sakura]


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26.
[Steve Jobs]


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27.
(adventure time)


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28.
[Supernatural]


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29.
[Owl City]


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30.
[Game of Thrones]


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31.
[The Phantom of the Opera 25th Anniversary edition]


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32.
[Glee]


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33.
[HP]


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34.
[HP]


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35.
[Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality]


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36.
[HP]


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37. [TRIGGER WARNING for miscarriage, depression]

[HP]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 04 pages, 094 secrets from Secret Submission Post #248.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 1 (yes, AGAIN) - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[fscom.livejournal.com]

09. http://i56.tinypic.com/zu45tg.jpg
[Teahouse]

[wldcatsprstr-14.livejournal.com]

That's unfortunate, OP. I'm sorry you feel that way. But I wouldn't be discouraged. I'm sure you'll find someone to be that person for you and for whom you can be that person.

[(Anonymous)]

KEEP SCRUBBING

KEEP SCRUBBING

[(Anonymous)]

you have made OP laugh and laugh.

[(Anonymous)]

You have to love yourself first if you want others to love you and to love others unconditionally yourself.

[marshwiggledyke.livejournal.com]

This.

[smittenlotus.livejournal.com]

Absolutely.

[rapunzelita.livejournal.com]

Bullshit.

How on earth are you supposed to love yourself if other people don't love you?

[kallanda-lee.livejournal.com]

Why are you so convinced that this is the case?

[(Anonymous)]

Endless piles of evidence, plus just not interested in looking any more. Making things >>>> worrying about being loved.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry this comment is not going to be helpful to you at all OP, but tbh this sex scene weirded me out so bad I feel uncomfortable following the comic anymore.

/cool story

[(Anonymous)]

For a while I thought there was some hot lesbian action going on, but nope... (Not that I mind.)
Ahem, back to the topic. Just because you think someone might not throw themselves at you atm, doesn't automatically mean it won't happen in the future. Buuut I guess you're pretty confident, since that's pretty much the same way I feel about the matters of the heart, so... *shrug*
But I did have someone fall for me, very intensely, even though I never even wanted or expected it, because I'm very comfortable with being all by myself & have never looked for romance. I didn't return their feelings, and three years later I'm still very puzzled by the whole thing.

Just know that love doesn't come easy, but it's not limited either.

[(Anonymous)]

I thought they were two women also. I was disappointed to realize they weren't, but to each their own and all.

As far as the OP... I don't know what to say. I don't think someone truly giving themselves to you like that is impossible. But if you're content with the way things are right now, then... you are.

[(Anonymous)]

but that man is paying him for sex, for his virginity for that matter. It's not like there is love involved, anyways.

[(Anonymous)]

Shhhhhh.

[(Anonymous)]

I feel for you, OP, but if you want somebody to love you, it would probably help to drop this sad-sack "boo hoo nobody will ever love me" self pity routine. It's not attractive. Show a little confidence and you'll be cuddling before you know it.

[(Anonymous)]

I dunno. There's a lot of people out there who want to nurture/hold/cuddle their SO's. So what if you're a sad-sack? There might be someone else out there who just wants to love and be loved too.

;_;

[(Anonymous)]

Aw. *hugs* I'm not into sex, but I'd give you some cuddles, OP.

omg scandalous sex talk within, immature peeps look awaaaay~~~

[(Anonymous)]

Wow...lot of people telling you it's your fault, OP. Internet psychology for everyone!

If you find someone that truly loves you, they will want to do the things that you like and make you feel loved and satisfied (YMMV on some things, but I would think "cuddle me while I orgasm" doesn't fall on most people's squick lists). True, good, fulfilling sex isn't about rawr rawr manly awesomeness with women squirming under their ministrations to finish with a raging roundhouse donkeypunch while the guy spooges and falls asleep with a sandwich in hand. I mean, there might be perfectly legit couples out there that like that, but it doesn't sound like your cup of tea. It seems more to me that sex is a mutual exploration of each other's desires and likes, so, if your thing is cuddles, speak up about it!

In short, don't give up if you don't really want to, because the possibility of getting what you want is more likely than you think. :)

[(Anonymous)]

i sympathise, anon, but that's....well. that's an interesting choice of couple for this sort of thing, considering that's a whore and patron??

[amethyst-rei.livejournal.com]

Your secret made me sad, OP. Mainly because I can totally see where you're coming from. I've read some of the most amazingly romantic fan fiction, and they make me long for the kind of relationships I read about.

Anyway, I hope you don't give up hope of finding that special someone.

[(Anonymous)]

Same here, anon :/ I never imagined I'd become almost asexual and losing all hope for any future love interests, but I did. I love fandom anyway.

[(Anonymous)]

What about going to a, er, professional? Obviously if you want to be in a relationship, that's not a good long-term solution, but if you want to have sex with someone who you don't have to worry will shame you for it, and learn to see it as a fun thing, maybe that would help.

[(Anonymous)]

I know how you feel, anon. Damn, do I know how you feel. Don't listen to the people who try to put the blame on you. I've heard that crap too many times in my life and it's nothing more than pouring salt into open wounds.

I hope that you'll eventually find someone who you can be intimate with. I've still haven't given up on that myself, but the older I get, the less I hope...

[rapunzelita.livejournal.com]

Damn do I know how it feels... But if I can speak from experience... you'd be surprised. *hugs*