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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2011-11-10 07:53 pm

[ SECRET POST #1773 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1773 ⌋

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Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 055 secrets from Secret Submission Post #253.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

(Anonymous) 2011-11-11 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
what oills? name, please. i had given up on the pills method because none seemed safe enough.

i wish there was more talk about the less painful alternatives and access to them. it's our lives, we should be allowed to do what we want with it.

if one is SURE, and has been feeling that way for YEARS, why the hell not? god.

(Anonymous) 2011-11-11 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
wow that's really helpful! suicide promotion is the new trolling I C

(Anonymous) 2011-11-11 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
hm. i've been suicidal for nearly 6 years, glad to know this is considered trolling.

live and learn. always in the worst possible ways.

6 years?

(Anonymous) 2011-11-11 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Not sure if trolololol, but you have read Final Exit, yes? Tho' that book also includes some very logical reasons WHY each methods sucks, and how (much more) badly each can suck if you happen to screw it up.

I once spent 18 months on that train ride (it's much the same as described Wells' Armageddon), but I got off with no pills, no poisons, no therapy, and no attempts to "ride the express." (Sorry. I've been watching too much Riverworld.)

Then again, I am stubborn and just hard-headed enough that my approach was, if the demons wanted to drag my soul down into the pit, I was going to fight them every centimetre of the way.

One day, whatever was off-kilter in my head self-corrected, and that was it, everything was "normal" again. (Yeah yeah normal is a setting on the dryer, etc.) The waiting honestly was the worst part, but it's never happened to me again. Not so far, anyway. But 6 years? Sounds like you've got more will to live than you think you do, nonny.

Does that help?
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[identity profile] cimikat.livejournal.com 2011-11-11 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Just going to say, it's one thing thing to say you have the right to govern your own life, it's another entirely to ask someone to provide information that may make them indirectly responsible for someone else's life. A public thread like this is NOT the place for this type on inquiry.

(Anonymous) 2011-11-11 04:17 am (UTC)(link)

...you didn't want to commit suicide using pills because it wasn't "safe enough"?

I'm sorry, and I know this is awful, but I can't stop cracking up over that. Suicide is generally not considered a safe practice no matter what method you use.

Did you mean that it was too painful?

(Anonymous) 2011-11-11 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
whoops never mind, I reread your second part

never the less, I think google will be more helpful

[identity profile] tiger-pause.livejournal.com 2011-11-11 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It's like that bit in The Full Monty where they're suggesting ways to kill yourself and one of them says drowning and the guy's like 'I can't swim' and the other's like YOU DON'T HAVE TO, THAT'S THE POINT.

[identity profile] bee-york.livejournal.com 2011-11-11 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Like another commentor already said, if you've been feeling this way for years, you probably have more will to live than you think. I hope you hang on a bit longer, at least long enough for things to change for you for the better.

And yes, things can change, even if takes YEARS. They really, honestly can.

xoxoxo