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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2011-12-26 07:37 pm

[ SECRET POST#1819 ]

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(Anonymous) 2012-01-04 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
late but...

i know exactly what you mean and that's because i've always felt that way myself... before realizing that i was in one to begin with. it's 100% platonic, and fucked up beyond belief in so many inexplicable ways well they probably are explicable but that would take time that i'm far too lazy to spend writing but i have genuinely never met anyone i could be as open to except him. probably has to do with the fact that we're both irrevocably messed up people.

he also happens to be the biggest asshole ever and very quickly spiralling downwards (or some other dramatic metaphor) to an early grave. he appears to be a constantly party-going, stubborn and hilarious idiot who, while can be fun for a night or two, gets annoying as fuck after a while. people wonder why i've stuck 'round as long as i have given that i'm a generally misanthropic moron-hating introvert that's very selectively social.

this person has done so much stupid irksome shit to me (we got in a fight; he stole my ipods, i grabbed his comic books as collateral) but when things have truly gone downhill, he's stuck by my side.

i think it's because he isn't boring. some days i get tired of myself and this fucker never fails to surprise me in some way or another. could be worse, spontaneity isn't nearly as bad as lying in bed and mentally drilling myself into a black hole of depression.

uh, so, tl;dr - he's like a fucked up watson and i'm an (outwardly) relatively well adjusted holmes. codependency is as life-sucking and soul-draining as you can imagine, unhealthy as all shit, filled with all sorts of dumb assery from both parties but during the good moments? as amazing as you can fucking imagine.