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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-01-13 07:20 pm

[ SECRET POST #1837 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1837 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02. [broken link]


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[Robin Of Sherwood/Michael Praed]


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[Glee]


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[We Got Married - Ga In (Brown Eyed Girls)/Jo Kwon (2AM)]


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[Buzz Lightyear of Star Command]


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09. http://i.imgur.com/8DbqS.png
[linked for nudity/kind of porny]


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[Josh Groban and Andrea Bocelli]


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[Beast Wars, Megatron]


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[Magic Mike]


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16. [repeat]


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[Harry Potter & Little House on the Prairie]


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[X-Men: First Class]


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[Death Note]


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25. [SPOILERS for something, OP did not specify]



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26. [SPOILERS for Vampire Hunter D]



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27. [SPOILERS for Christmas Doctor Who and New Year's Sherlock]



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28. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]
[SPOILERS for Loveless]



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29. [TRIGGER WARNING for abuse]



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30. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



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31. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape, animal cruelty]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #262.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
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[identity profile] followthemoth.livejournal.com 2012-01-14 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
I grew up in farm country too and that's what made me vegetarian. As soon as I was old enough to understand/help out with farm stuff I was horrified. Then I was bullied for the rest of my time in hicksville by kids who would leave dead animals at my house and threaten to kill my pets. But nobody gave a fuck cause in the country, it was just "a part of life". Just because something is accepted doesn't mean it's right.


Also people can care about animals and humans. It doesn't have to be one over the other.

That being said, I do feel more comfortable around animals most of the time because I was tormented, raped, and abused by humans. No one has ever apologized or felt any remorse for the actions, they laughed as they tormented me. Even those who weren't directly involved blamed me and said I deserved it. So yeah, I don't feel fucking comfortable around people anymore. So when I do volunteer I prefer to work with animals, who I feel very safe and calm around.
Edited 2012-01-14 02:40 (UTC)

(Anonymous) 2012-01-14 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think there are words to express what I'm feeling without being completely cliche, so I'll just stick with being cliche.

You are so damn strong. I don't think I'd retain any tolerance for people if any of that happened to me. And I love you for volunteering with animals, I mean it. I'm so sorry that you were punished for your compassion.

I wish you all the best.

[identity profile] followthemoth.livejournal.com 2012-01-14 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Aww, thank you! I appreciate your kindness, it's heart-warming to a see sweet and well-meaning soul out there.

I still have issues, such as dealing with social issues, depression and self-harm; but all things considered I've made a ton of progress. I would always tell myself "only X more years", and eventually I did get into university and moved away. Life's been steadily improving since then and I function pretty well in society compared to how much of a wreck I was when I lived in my hometown. I used to be pretty misanthropic at one point to be honest, but I came to realize I was really just scared of people. I'm still pretty uncomfortable with anyone I don't know very well, but I'm working through it just like everything else.

I wish you all the best too. :)

(Anonymous) 2012-01-15 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
You are so, so strong. I wish you all the best in life and I'm sorry for what you've had to go through.