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fandomsecrets2012-06-08 06:38 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2012-06-08 06:38 pm
[ SECRET POST #1984 ]
⌈ Secret Post #1984 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Little Shop of Horrors]
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[Sherlock BBC]
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15. http://i.imgur.com/Jxlnf.png
[sort of porny and possible underage; photomanip, Snape/Hermione]
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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
16. [SPOILER WARNING for Arrested Development]
[TRIGGER WARNING for incest]
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19. [TRIGGER WARNING for sexual violence, rape, coercion, cult like mentalities, and violence]
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[Let the Right One In/Låt den rätte komma in]
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21. [TRIGGER WARNING for body horror, gore]
[Parasyte]
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22. [TRIGGER WARNING for abuse]
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #283.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
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I will say I think you can trust you the average therapist has seen some weird shit. Even if not, his job isn't to judge your weirdness, it's to help you with feelings you aren't necessarily capable of sorting through by yourself right now because they are crashing through your head in a way that interferes with that kind of objective thought. There's no shame in that. And if what you do with a therapist creates that as a perpetual atmosphere, you need to get a new therapist!
My advice though? Get away if you can. Not permanently yet, but somewhere other then where you are, even if temporary. You might need to get out of what seems like an environment of insanity. From there, you can take stock and hopefully have a better perspective. Maybe that is a therapist, maybe that's a hotel. But do it for yourself.
All of this being said, you are clearly unhappy where you are now. Continuing this way would be folly. Something does need to change. I hope that you can do that for yourself.