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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-06-18 06:45 pm

[ SECRET POST #1994 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1994 ⌋

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(Anonymous) 2012-06-18 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I am the opposite.
I get ridiculously anxious and shy in online reactions, but I'm pretty chill and outgoing, IRL.

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(Anonymous) 2012-06-18 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
How does my brain get "reactions" out of "conversations"?
I meant to say "online conversations."
Stupid words.

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[personal profile] anonymouslyyours 2012-06-19 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe a freudian slip in that you mean you get anxious about other people's reactions online?

(Anonymous) 2012-06-19 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
omg me too! i thought i was the only one like this. i am so uncomfortable communicating online but i'm fine irl. i hate also that my words are immortalized in places like this.

(Anonymous) 2012-06-21 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
This, the immortalizing part.

I used to be active and outgoing online on fandom and art communities, but after I turned 15 or so I realized anything I put out there would be immortalized on the internet, so I considerably changed my style of speech and censored what I wrote-- using less emoticons, typing in more complete sentences, not posting any negative or opinionated thoughts online, etc. And years later, I really am glad I had a head start on maintaining a more professional distance, because now my bosses watch the same Deviantart account I've had since I was 14. But at the same time, I've conditioned myself over the past few years to be unable to really be free to express myself on the one place you'd think you'd be free to say anything you want; technically the Internet is where you can be whatever you want to be, but I feel like I can never hide.

These days I am so terrified of my coworkers and people I know to find my personal accounts, to find out I'm a fangirl and judge me for it (why is it okay for guys to draw sexy women on women action, but I'd feel so self conscious about drawing two guys naively holding hands?)-- so I end up barely posting at all, even under my anonymous aliases... It's rather hard to hide when it seems like all you have to do is post one drawing on Tumblr and then next thing you know, a familiar face finds your anonymous account and follows you...

(Anonymous) 2012-06-21 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It's rather hard to hide when it seems like all you have to do is post one drawing on Tumblr and then next thing you know, a familiar face finds your anonymous account and follows you...

I'm getting creeped out here, imagining rl friends stalking me online...

(Anonymous) 2012-06-22 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Wait, does that happen even if you make fake email accounts? Do they track your IP to find your anonymous accounts? wtf I'd be paranoid too D:

And now I'm glad I deleted my dA account. wow just wow

(Anonymous) 2012-06-19 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
Me too.