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fandomsecrets2012-08-04 03:45 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2012-08-04 03:45 pm
[ SECRET POST #2041 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2041 ⌋
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Secrets Left to Post: 05 pages, 125 secrets from Secret Submission Post #292.
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Re: Petty Grudges You've Held Since Childhood
I was bullied pretty relentlessly from the second through the fifth grade. Everyone thought I was weird, and everyone thought I should know about it. One teeny sociopath who I thought was my friend when I was in the fourth grade tried to drown me twice in the pool by latching on to me while I was underwater and not letting me up to breathe. She also once trapped me in a room behind a big barbie doll house and wouldn't let me leave while she called me names. We moved away and I haven't spoken to her in about ten years, but I won't ever forgive her for what she did to me. I forgive most people who have ditched me or bullied me during my life, but I just can't with her.
I also still am angry at my. . .for lack of a better word, 'ex-boyfriend' from my junior year of high school. He was very sexually confused and he got very emotionally close to me and then used me as one of his exploratory people, all while actually telling me that he would never date me and that he didn't actually find me attractive, and also telling me which girls (and boys) he wasn't fooling around with but did like/find attractive. Also, he would emotionally abuse me in other ways (telling me I was awkward, laughing at me when I cried when we were fighting, emotionally withdrawing even though we were usually quite close, lying to me about really important things). This naturally also slotted in nicely with my developing mania, which made everything worse. Our relationship culminated with him breaking up with me and him telling me that we were actually in a relationship the whole time and we haven't spoken since and I am still angry that he fucked with me so bad.
/tl;dr This is basically a sob story and I am so glad that college is much better than my formative school years ever were.
Re: Petty Grudges You've Held Since Childhood
The water thing really just... ugh. I have my own childhood issues with water and reading that made my lungs ache.
Re: Petty Grudges You've Held Since Childhood
I'm actually surprised that that DIDN'T give me issues with water. I think it didn't because I had just overcome issues with water at that time and because also at the time she told me it was an accident and that she was trying to 'drown someone else.' It took me about a year after to get pissed at the fact that I almost died twice.
Jesus, I hope she went to therapy.