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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-08-29 06:26 pm

[ SECRET POST #2066 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2066 ⌋

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Re: Explaining sexual preference without the labels.

(Anonymous) 2012-08-30 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Oh wow this will be interesting.

I'm absolutely a cisgendered female, although I didn't realize how strongly I felt about this until I tried crossdressing once. (Wearing men's clothing doesn't bother me, but somehow cosplaying as a male character, complete with binding my breasts and trying to act the part, was REALLY unsettling for me, although it took me a while to figure out just how much it did.)

I strongly prefer men to women sexually, although I've known at least one girl I would happily sleep with and I was molested as a kid by a boy a few years older than me so I have a lot of anxiety associated with the idea of having a sexual relationship with a man.

I have a high sex drive, and I enjoy masturbating and reading/writing smutty fanwork, as well as watching porn, playing smutty games, etc. I cammed with a guy for a long period of time, although that relationship eventually fell apart (and I wouldn't recommend a relationship like it, it was a mess). I still have a taste for exhibitionism and sometimes post naked pictures of myself (without my face showing) in places like 4chan, but I feel guilty about it and I'm trying to cut that off.

I have a huge desire to be with someone both romantically and sexually, but due to my past trauma, religious beliefs and just knowing I'm not emotionally ready for a serious relationship I'm a virgin (other than the molestation and the camming I've done) and I'm not currently dating anyone. but I'm hoping I can sort through my issues enough to find a nice guy (or maybe a girl but that's a huge HUGE maybe) and give dating a try soon.

sorry for the tl;dr but that was a little cathartic.