[ SECRET POST #2074 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2074 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Important: I'm really sorry about this, but I accidentally misclicked and deleted the submission post from last week instead of saving it. Managed to save the first page (25) of secrets, but the rest (about 100 or so) are gone.

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Comments

[fscom]

11. http://i.imgur.com/z1McC.png

[(Anonymous)]

Smeyers is freaking gorgeous. She has the lips of an angel and glorious, sleek hair.

Kstew ain't so bad either. Her mouth quirks up cutely and she has beautiful skin.

[(Anonymous)]

i have never heard anyone say anything good about smeyer...i am gobsmacked

[(Anonymous)]

NAYRT

This is the first time I've ever seen a picture of her, and I didn't realize who it was at first. Now I have to say, she may be a terrible writer, but she's quite cute!

[(Anonymous)]

That's pretty much the only good thing I've ever heard anyone say about her. She is very pretty, even if she's a talentless hack.

[(Anonymous)]

I hate her books, but ngl, I'd love to look like Smeyer.

[(Anonymous)]

Really? I find she looks like a broad-faced fish, and KStew like a bland piece of wallpaper. To each their own, I guess. /shrug

[velvet_mace]

I admit to being boggled by how S. Meyer actually looks prettier than the woman who was chosen to play her self-insert fantasy character. She probably was a knockout in highschool and could get away with being as bland and self-absorbed as Bella without losing friends over it. That would explain a lot about Bella's character.

[elialshadowpine]

I didn't realise that was her! Wow! She is good looking. And what a resemblance.

[(Anonymous)]

I don't think that's that uncommon... I mean, it's the fundamental reason self-inserts go through shitty things, because we can identify with and find our own pain in their pain, even if their pain is dissimilar in type and in magnitude. I mean, isn't that kind of the fundamental basis of the whole concept of catharsis in fiction?

[(Anonymous)]

I do the same thing as OP but it's because I don't have any pain of my own. I won't ever go through that kind of drama or pain, my life is way too normal and comfortable, but I can sort of pretend to if I'm somebody else. I know that probably makes no sense to some people.

[al28894]

Ditto, sometimes.

[(Anonymous)]

I do that as well. I suppose it is cathartic, as the previous poster said. Not that I set out to do it on purpose, but I assume it's a way of working out my frustration/anger with myself and my own life in an indirect and rather healty way.

[(Anonymous)]

Whoa, is this recent? SMeyer's lost weight.

[darkmanifest]

Judging from Stewart's appearance, I think that picture was taken back during the first movie.

[deadtree]

actually I think that's probably really really common

[blueonblue]

This is a hilarious picture. Bella and Bella.

[darkmanifest]

I didn't realize how much Stewart and Meyer looked alike back then. It's a little eerie.

[(Anonymous)]

I pretty much do this exact thing, except my "fantasies" were of entirely made-up characters, places etc. Like some who replied before me, I think its because my life is so completely un-eventful, because if its not that I don't know why I do it.

[intrigueing]

That actually sounds pretty reasonable to me. I mean, characters who have really big problems/issues/tragedies, whose lives really suck, who are always going through trauma and shit...you kind of wonder what it's like to be them, what would you do if you had all that shit in your life, and could you handle it, etc.

And it can be kind of self-affirming to pretend that you have to struggle with the same problems they did or you went through the same things they did, especially if you lived a very comfortable life. Because fictional characters often live very vivid, dramatic lives where electrifying conversations take place, really powerful, breath-taking climactic moments can happen, they can pinpoint huge life-changing experiences which unfold in ways that give them unbelievably strong feelings, and they get a chance to act on them in big, cool ways. Which just sounds so much more satisfying than a humdrum life.

Like, it gives you kind of an excuse to feel certain things that you would be otherwise be embarrassed about. Like you might be sad and feel irrationally ashamed about it and go "what am I complaining about? Batman had to watch his parents get killed in front of him!" so if you pretend to BE Batman, and pretend to have experienced that kind of shit and have a really powerful source for loads of angst, it's kind of cathartic to be able to indulge in really strong emotions that you don't have a RL source for.

Or it can give you a sense of exaggerated extremes that feel more legitimate and clearly-defined that everyday problems. "I was a little douchey for a while back then, but I'm better now" is kind of dull and boring and your so-called problem probably sounds pretty fucking lame to your ears, but "I did terrible things and I feel horrible about them all the time because they were really terrible, but not only am I better now, I'm so awesome that I totally sacrificed myself to save the entire city of New York" is just a so much cooler thing to feel, you know?

Even though you know intellectually you're better off than the characters you're pretending to be, because having a boring life is way better than having your parents killed, and having been kind of a douche is way better than having done really really horrible things, but it sure doesn't feel that way when you're dealing with fictional situations and fictional characters, because they're cool and dramatic and fascinating, and you probably feel a lot more boring and lame in comparison.

I dunno if that's what you were going for, but I can totally understand having that kind of a feeling.

[(Anonymous)]

i do that too, anon.

[(Anonymous)]

OP, this is something I do all the damn time, and have done pretty much all my life. I am a functioning professional 40 year old at this point, so, okay, whatever "normal" is, maybe I'm not it.

But fandom has shown me that I'm far from alone.

[(Anonymous)]

This. I've done this at least since I was about ten years old, and now a considerable amount of years later I still do this daily when going to sleep. When I wasn't aware of fandom yet I made up my own characters, but when I started getting involved in fandom I switched to my favourite characters instead.

I think there are many people who do this, so you're not alone, OP :)

[(Anonymous)]

You're not alone - the character I'd most like to be suffers from permanent heart-ripped-out-and-stamped-on-unrepentantly unrequited love, a variety of mental problems, she's on the losing side of a war, she dies a horrible and undignified death...

I don't let it worry me anymore :)

[(Anonymous)]

I do this too, both characters I've made up myself and fictional ones from other people's writings. Seems quite normal for us imaginative types to me!