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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-12-10 06:48 pm

[ SECRET POST #2169 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2169 ⌋

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Re: I don't even know anymore

(Anonymous) 2012-12-11 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
Firstly, please don't hurt yourself!!!!

Secondly, the problem here is your father, not you. Sometimes all you can do is just walk away. And in this case I mean move out. If that is an option for you, you really should consider it.

I don't know you or your family, but your dad sounds a lot like mine. And with my dad it was Alzheimer's, a disease so inaccurately portrayed in media that it was almost a year before I accepted my father's diagnosis. The sudden inclusion of violence is what made me think of it. Google it and see if it's something that's even possible and then bring it up with your mother if you think you might be exhibiting symptoms of it.

Don't hurt yourself. Don't let yourself be hurt. I can only imagine how you're feeling right now and if it were me, I'd feel very alone and very unloved. You are not alone and you are loved. Take care and please let us know how you're doing.