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I'm at a point in my life where I really need to start getting my shit together but it's so hard to plan for the future when I don't feel mentally stable enough to handle anything.

I think I'm doing better then last year but I still tell myself I'm going to kill myself every day.

I don't know how to be a functioning adult. I wish I had someone besides me to help me.

did i write this? it feels like i did. i am old enough to know what to do and how to do it, but i can't get motivated to do anything. still haven't finished school and have accomplished fuck all for multiple years.

i have some support now, but they left town for 3 months. right now i wish someone could change my life or pick me up and help me, just for awhile. but all i have is me to get my life together.

I am at least close to finishing school (as long as I pass), that is the part where I am feeling better because I think I am being better about getting work done. But I need to have a job or a plan or something because once school is over I can't just sit around... which is what I'm really really tempted to do. It's hard to get myself to do much outside of school though, and this is the time I need to be applying to jobs and internships, but when I start thinking about it all it becomes too much.

I am glad you found some support (even if they aren't there now.) And ugh I know it's so rough, everything I read is about how I'm actually my own worst enemy right and I haven't figured out how to make myself win against myself (in the positive way.)

good for you! i failed school, so yay me lol. i know you can do it! :D

as someone who has spent a lot of time doing nothing, don't. the more you do nothing, the more you'll never do anything. doing something for me, takes too much effort sometimes. but i know i have to. it's just hard to get motivated when i have no one that helps me get motivated. so it's a circle of doing nothing. at first i was okay with it, but now i want to accomplish something more than what my life is. i just don't know how when i feel so low all the time. but i am working on it.

but seriously, start applying for jobs even if it does become to much. take a few deep breathes and try again later. don't be like me who has waited so long to get a job that people who look at your resume think you've been out of work/school for too long, doing jack all (which i have).

and i agree. we're definitely our own worst enemies. it sucks hard to be in my mind sometimes.

my support has been a therapist... i sort of wish it was a friend, but a therapist will do for now.

I have the same issue in regards to it looking like I haven't done much, but part of the issue is when I do start getting busy is when I'm likely to snap. It's what brought me to my low point last year.

I can't really put on my resume "well I took time off that semester because I couldn't leave bed and was contemplating killing myself every day."

I'm glad you found a therapist though, I've had difficulties in that area.

I get that. I break at stress points as well. That is what has stopped me from completing school. It's like I just stop existing at my lowest points. I just stop. It's a hard thing to move forward from.

I almost wish I could put that on a resume. At least then I might get a pity hire, haha. /lame depression humor.

It took me a long time to find a therapist. 1 to actually find one and 2 to psych myself up to see one. I hope your search for a therapist pans out or what ever you need to have one.

*interwebs hug*

*hugs*

My situation by far isn't as bad as yours but I've been struggling with depression since the end of school and it was so incredibly hard to get of my ass afterwards and send out applications etc. Sometimes I'm still not sure if I'm going to be able to handle the mental pressure from my chosen field (nurse) and all the stress.

Hang in there and just take one step after the other. It does get better.

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