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⌈ Secret Post #2335 ⌋

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I started smoking after my mother died. I can't even remember how or when, that entire year of my life is blanked out of my mind. Mildly similar mindset followed, I recall desperately wanting to die so... at some point figured smoking was better than outright suicide.

Tried to quit multiple times, even with patches and gums and therapy. Whatever. End result is being a wreck by a month or two in and starting all over again. The withdrawal depression (?) that follows attempts to quit usually bring about the suicidal thoughts in full force, and I'd rather light up than feel that way.

Anyway, I'm with you. Smoking isn't that cut and dry. The smokers I know also keep away from nonsmokers, do it outdoors, ect. And sure as shit wouldn't go creeping near folks with respiratory issues.

nayrt

*hugs*

[ SECRET POST #2335 ]

TW: Suicide

Re: TW: Suicide