[ SECRET POST #2386 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2386 ⌋

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Notes:

Sorry for the slight delay, still at work.

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[fscom]

01. http://imageshack.us/a/img442/3770/qtki.png

[transcriptanon]

[Picture is South Italy or Italy Romano from the anime "Hetalia: Axis Powers". He is a young man with pale skin, medium-short brown hair and brown eyes, wearing a maroon shirt, a dark blue tie and a khaki jacket.]

I don't think I've ever related to an anime character (South Italy/Italy Romano from Hetalia) more in my life.
The reason: My job (special education aide) toward the end of this last school year, always, always made me feel like shit. The teacher never listened to my concerns, I felt like I was beating my head against a wall, and literally half the staff made me want to choke them. Everyday I wanted to snap at people, or I wished the school would burn down so I wouldn't have to go to work. The only reason I didn't quit was because I was hoping next year (that is, this upcoming year) would be better, not to mention that decent paying jobs when you don't have a college degree are few and far between in my shithole of a town.

Looking back on that anger, I saw and still see a lot of Romano in myself. Now, I'm worried that even with a new teacher, it'll be the same way. Another school year of feeling like Romano acts every fucking day will be the end of me.
Secret because: Bad reason to relate to a fictional character or cry moar, Original Poster--your call.

[(Anonymous)]

-hugs- Honestly, OP, the only things I found when I was going through a similar time* in my life was to stop and remember that it would pass, and find one time a day to just bitch, rant, write a letter [that I'd never send], or *something* to let those feelings out. I don't know if those would help you so just...-hugs- I'm sorry you went through that.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm surprised you're able to work that job without a college education, tbh. Your town must be doing better on unemployment than a lot of places.

[(Anonymous)]

(OP) Actually, my town just needs people who show up to work consistently, on time and sober, so for this job, getting in was easy. Work ethic in people who've lived here all their lives doesn't exist.

[iceyred]

The hard cold truth is that you are in one of the most thankless professions known in the modern world. Stick it out another year and then look for a new job.

[shinyhappypanic]

my mum has had the same job as you for a few years now at a couple of different schools and she hates it. stressful days, the teachers are unhelpful assholes, and with one of the kids she's worked with she has actually been physically injured. (bonus-- she really wants to be a teacher but can't find a teaching job where we live.)

I think there are people who relate to you in the same way and I'm sorry you're unhappy with your job. I hope things get better.

[al28894]

From a person who has several close family members/relatives in the teaching service (albeit in a different country), I'm sorry about your situation OP, and I really hope that you can make it out soon. *hugs*

[diet_poison]

Wow, that really sucks =(

Is there any possibility you could move somewhere else, in the near or distant future? It doesn't sound like you're in a good place to find a satisfying job. At any rate, I really hope things look up for you and I really hope this year isn't as shitty as last year was. *hugs*