fandomsecrets | [ SECRET POST #2432 ]

⌈ Secret Post #2432 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.

[Leverage]

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02.

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03.

[Dragon Ball Z]

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04.

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05.

[John Cusack, Say Anything]

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06.

[Arrested Development]

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07.

[Star Wars]

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08.

[Easy A]

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09.

[Star Trek]

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10. http://i.imgur.com/XrNzg6P.jpg
[link for porny art, illustrated]

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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]

11. [SPOILERS for Twin Peaks]

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12. [SPOILERS for dangan ronpa, fire emblem awakening, pokemon special, and gatchaman crowds]

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13. [SPOILERS for Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan]

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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]

14. [WARNING for abuse/incest/non-con]

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #347.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

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BECAUSE YOU ARE HAVING THE SHITTIEST OF PRIORITIES. YOU ARE PUTITNG YOURSELF THROUGH ANGUISH FOR WHAT: FOR ONLINE RP.

GO WATCH REGULAR PORN. GO WATCH ANIMATED PORN. GO READ LITERATURE PORN. GO TROLL ONLINE TILL YOU FIND SOMEBODY ELSE. MASTURBATE TO YOUR OWN THOUGHTS.

ALL OF THESE THINGS ARE VIABLE SOLUTIONS. BETTER SOLUTIONS. EASY TO FUCKING START TODAY SOLUTIONS. START ONE. OR ALL. WHILE YOU DELETE ALL CONTACT INFORMATION OF OTHER PERSON.

YOU ONLY DESERVE THIS UNTIL YOU IMMEDIATELY MAKE YOURSELF DESERVING OF BETTER. WHICH YOU CAN DO. UNTIL THEN, CRY SOME MOARRRRRRR

...You do realize that rp =/= porny timez, right? There are actually a number of people who don't like rping smut.

It sounds like OP sure is doing it for that though.

Not really. It's entirely possible that they could be rping very close friends [or rping romantic stuff without rping smut], or really any close type of relationship. People get close to other's they rp with regularly and tend to devlop friendships [sometimes very strong friendships] based on their mutual hobby. It can lead to toxic relationships regardless of what type of rp they do - I should know. I've been in the OP's position, and I actively avoid rping smut.

The secret specifically talks about porn though...

No, they are not viable solution, they are not creative outlets. Rping porn is so much better than watching or reading it, especially since you can write it with characters you want to see that porn with :| And writing said porn alone is just not fun, so that's not an option either, it will never come close the experience of writing that porn together with someone else :|

... poor soul, you've never gotten laid, have you? :|

I'm too asexual for that.

Saw this late. Sorry.

I do deserve it, but not for the reasons you gave.

It's more complicated than the rp'd smut. I just didn't want to make a wall of text about my relationship, and this is Fandom Secrets. But she's not just my rp partner - she used to also be my lover, and I'm saying "used to" just because we've always been in a kinda on-and-off relationship (at her whim), and we're currently in "off mode". Knowing her, she'll probably want me again in a couple of weeks, and it'll last another couple of weeks in which we're happy and she treats me with tenderness before I piss her off by existing, and the cycle will go on. Because yeah, it's true: I'm weak, I want her back too.

In Homestuck jargon, I'd say we flip black and red like crazy. Romantic hate can be a very addictive, damaging poison. There's passion and the adrenaline of the most awful fighting, yet you know the other person won't ever abandon you like everyone else has done. (God, don't I know about people abandoning me...) But I don't mistake this as something healthy, nor think it's something to strive for. The relationship has been an abusive one for years, and I'm not the one doing the abuse. Sometimes I sober up, realize this is destroying me, and make stupid secrets to vent.

But I end up going back. I always go back to her despite knowing better.

See why I say I deserve it?

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