[ SECRET POST #2532 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2532 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Bullying (tw?)

[jaybie_jarrett]

So I was pretty much bullied since I could remember. I'm mildly autistic (Asperger Syndrome and YES I am diagnosed by a doctor. Sorry about the defensiveness , I've just gotten used to autism /Asperger hating assholery in this community unfortunately.)

I was usually socially oblivious, and at first due to wanting everyone to like me I didn't stand up for myself , not wanting to be 'mean'. I only really started acting out in anger against bullies in 5th grade, a kid in my resource class called me retarded at recess and I threw a small rock at him from a distance.

These moments were fairly rare , in middle school I was still mostly trying to gain the approval of the kids who picked on me which only got me picked on more. I remember being brought along on a trip through the woods by some neighborhood kids only to be ditched when in the middle of it and left to find my own way home- twice. I remember my skateboard being stolen from my garage and dumped in the bushes. By the time high school started I really started trying to stick up for myself sometimes, though I was still a bit of a people-pleaser.

Maturity wise when I was in highschool I was at the level of a middle schooler in interests and would spend a lot of time on the computers in the library.

Oh and in my senior year someone got into my email and sent an email that could have gotten me and a teacher in serious trouble, implying student teacher relations, and it was only resolved when teachers asked my sister and learned that I couldn't have POSSIBLY sent that email because I was on the bus at the time. The culprit to my knowledge was never caught. What bothered me most though? They were perfectly willing to throw a TEACHER under the bus (and he was a nice guy too) for a little 'prank' on me. "Yep, if a teacher loses his job and gets in reputation for sleeping with a student it's TOTALLY all right because hell at LEAST we embarrassed that weird special ed kid lolololol"

Looking back on my high school years if kind of shudder worthy now because I realize why I looked gawky to everyone else.

Yeah my highschool years were not a happy time.