[ SECRET POST #2726 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2726 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Naruto]


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[Transformers: Prime]


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05. http://i.imgur.com/dkPX9Ym.gif
[moving .gif, Steven Ogg, Grand Theft Auto V]


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07. [SPOILERS for Murder in the First]



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08. [SPOILERS for Game of Thrones]



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09. [WARNING for rape]



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10. [WARNING for rape]



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11. [WARNING for rape, abuse, etc]



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12. [WARNING for rape, abuse, pedophilia, incest, ironically enough none of which OP warned for]



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13. [WARNING for eating disorders]



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14. [WARNING for suicide]



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15. [WARNING for sexual abuse]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #389.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - ships it ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[fscom]

15. [WARNING for sexual abuse]
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[(Anonymous)]

I say make an account under a separate name, for your own protection, and then just let your fic flag fly. There's a lot of folks who like the same kinda dark stuff you do, and that's okay.

[(Anonymous)]

This.
And OP could also use the "show only to registered users" option. In the worse case that should stop at least some (if not most) of the trolls.

[(Anonymous)]

You can also orphan the fic and detach your name.

[(Anonymous)]

Sorry about your past, OP. I think if you wanted to post your fic but don't want to be associated with it, you should make a new user name that wouldn't really tie back to you and go ahead and post.

[fingalsanteater]

Almost all the fic I write features non-con, dub-con or fucked up sexual situations. I've never been attacked for it. But, if you are scared of that possibly, you can always make a separate account and post it there.

[(Anonymous)]

+1 what everyone else says: make a sock account. You can also turn off anonymous comments on AO3 iirc which will filter out many of the jerk troll comments.

[(Anonymous)]

Whenever this comes up, my answer is always the same: Make some socks.

[(Anonymous)]

I do the same but with a different topic. I post it all under a completely separate ao3 and tumblr ID. Because yeah, I get you. But you know, there's always others out there that feel and look for the same thing so at least know you're def not alone.

[silverr]

If you don't want to post under your account, and you don't have an extra invite (and don't want someone to send you a code because that compromises your anonymity) then I'd say upload your stories and then immediately "orphan" them.

Granted, that won't let you revise, add new chapters, or reply as the author to reviews, but it is an option if you need to disassociate yourself.

[quirkytizzy]

I just don't want you to think that you are a bad person or WRONG for having rape fantasies. One of the biggest hurdles in my sexual abuse recovery was figuring out that my sex life as an adult does not have to be THE SOLE RESULT of my childhood sexual abuse. Lots of people who were never abused have rape fantasies (it's like the singlemost most common female fantasy), and at some point, I finally realized if OTHER people have the right to like it, so do I.

The fact that I was abused does not mean that I don't get that right to like what I like. Your abusers tried to make sure they owned your body and mind.

But YOU are the one who owns it. No one else. I can understand wanting to make fake accounts - and if you feel safer that way - that's okay. Just don't feel like you are broken for liking what you like.

[(Anonymous)]

This is a great comment.

[(Anonymous)]

This is a great comment and actually made me cry. I think I needed that.

[flipthefrog.livejournal.com]

Your preferences in fic and kink are completely, 100% OK and there isn't anything to be ashamed of here. Lord knows there's enough people out there working through their issues in fanfic form, and I honestly wouldn't think any worse/weirder about a profile filled with rape fic than any other fetish.

[solticisekf]

I'm familiar with this way of coping with RL problems, however I haven't posted the fics online, partly because I don't think it's worth the trouble - aka revising, all the typing and creating an account, and partly because I didn't plan to share it when I wrote it and I don't feel loke changing my mind now. I write fun conventional fics too, anyway.

I don't think that many people look down on fics with rape, and those who do should stay clear of the fics tagged accordingly, in theory, at least.

I think you wouldn't know how posting your fics'd affect your fandom expierence until you try it. Depends on the fandom and people you talk to there.

[sabotabby]

Whatever you need to get through your trauma is cool, and I think a lot of people cope in the same way and would understand. Take care, anon.

[(Anonymous)]

Just want to ditto what everyone else said. Cope however you need to cope. I wish you all the best. :)

[tenlittlebullets]

Yeaaaah, I have definitely kept a few kinkmeme fills anon because I don't want to be the person with the creepy non-con fixation.

Just wanted to say, though--wanting to write about it is normal. Wanting to write about it in ways that may appear incredibly fucked-up or not a direct expression of your actual feelings (or what you've learned about how healthy relationships work)? Also normal. It doesn't have to be ~therapy~. It can be like scratching an itch or hitting a kink that wouldn't be OK to hit IRL. Like, the justifications I usually see for non-con fic are "women have rape fantasies because they want the sex without being slut-shamed!" and "~survivors virtuously working through their issues~", and fuck, it ain't that simple. The itch I'm scratching doesn't sound the same as yours, I like h/c that is essentially the sexualized version of throwing your main character through hell and watching them come out battered but still kicking on the other side, but... it's complicated and there are a whole lot of angles to come at it from. Fuck reductionist explanations.

[(Anonymous)]

I've used writing rape in fics to help me come to terms with my own past rape experiences. Lots of people do it in fandom, you're far from the only one.

In my current fandom, they can't get enough of the rape. I've actually stopped writing graphic noncon as the fandom appetite for it is too much, even for me. Also, I've got it out to a large extent and I don't need to write it any more, at least not for a while.

What I'm trying to say is there's a HUGE market for rape in fic. If you get a reputation as 'that rape girl' that will only be a huge recommendation for many readers.

Use a different name if you like (I use two completely separate names on AO3 myself) but I'm telling you, people will absolutely want to read that kind of fic. They may not comment much on the really graphic fics, but you'll get lots of anon kudos that show you you're not alone.

Personally, I also believe that these kinds of fics help people. I read that about 1 in 7 women have been raped/abused. That's a lot of people that need to work through stuff, and they each have their own different ways.

[(Anonymous)]

Anon above again.

OP: you're worried about being attacked or trolled. In all my 10+ years in fandom, I've never seen a fic writer who wrote rape, even if it was in the kinkiest way possible, be attacked for that under their fic.

The only exception is if they didn't warn for the rape, really clearly. So make sure you warn! Tag, and also add additional warnings at the top of your fics if needed. The tags will also help people find your works.

I have seen rape fics been mocked on fic sporking blogs. Even that's not as common as it used to be. Too many people were commenting beneath the sporkings that it was mean-spirited and ignorant, and some of these blogs died a death. If that really worries you, then having a separate name for those fics will mean any comments outside your own blog/account can't follow you about.

You can also set your fics to private on AO3. Or post on a blog, and disable anon comments, or set it friends-only.

Also: I'm not suggesting that anyone has to be an abuse/rape survivor to write/read rape. It's a perfectly normal kink anyway.

[eaten_by_bears]

*hugs* I'm sorry. That really sucks. It's hard enough having your fic criticized when it isn't tied to something so painful.