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[ SECRET POST #3223 ]

⌈ Secret Post #3223 ⌋

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Sometimes I'll post things that walk a very fine SJW line just to see the wank...and then I find myself getting mad at people who have my actual opinion when they call out what I said in the wank post.

Same here I hated it when I said something reasonable but kinda borderline and people would come attach me for it.

I also got mad when I say horrible shit and people agree with me. Maybe I don't know how to troll.

I used to do feminist wank back before it became mainstream, and it was good to see people arguing with the more radical shit I said, but then I would inevitably find people defending some of the harshest most ignorant shit I could put under than banner of feminism and I got so depressed. I literally cannot be so ignorant that no-one will support me.

Odds are they were trolling too.

Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been two days since I last went to confession.

I posted someone's secret tumblr on a site dedicated to stalking lolcows as the thread was linked elsewhere and I knew and disliked the person in question.

Regret it a bit, but overall don't care.

You should be ashamed of yourself. Keeping track of "lolcows" is probably one of the creepiest internet behaviors there is.

Before you submit someone, maybe you should think about how you would feel if there were a bunch of people online following your activity so they could make fun of everything you do.

Yeah, like logically I know stalking people is creepy and it's pretty messed up and sad that people dedicate so much time to milking lolcows or what have you, but I don't feel much about what I did.

But I don't plan on doing anything like that again.

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Wow, that's what an lolcow is?

Yeah, pretty low, anon.

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SA

(Anonymous) - 2015-11-01 02:33 (UTC) - Expand

I'm not really in love with her anymore, but neither one of us can do any better, unfortunately, so on we go.

Talk to her. Either make an (real, concerted and honest) effort to rekindle the relationship, or, if ypu genuinely think there is no hope, break it off.

The only way to be happy in a relationship is to be happier on your own than in a bad relationship. If not for you, do it for the happiness of your partner, who you said you once loved.

I like the taste of my own blood. It's like a treat when I get a cut or something.

I do not care about my friend's children's mundane everyday activity.

Okay if something funny or interesting happened, I'm all ears, but I really don't care that Josh has a baseball game this week. Who cares? I don't.

Which sucks when that's all my friends talk about.

Learning how to subtly steer or change subjects is a good conversational skill to learn, anon.

About three years ago, or two? I can't recall, a very particular and attractive young man (about my age or a bit older, I wouldn't know) came by to the table where I was studying, took a seat very close to me (there were seats every where else, mind you)...and I said nothing. He smelled really good. His hair was gorgeous. I liked his face and he was dressed immaculately. Was he wearing brocade? Probably. He was literally everything I had ever desired (at face value of course, because he might have been a total shit as a person) at a certain point of my life, and he was RIGHT THERE. and I didn't say shit. I'm sure I caught him glancing.

Now, as I find myself rereading Harry Potter, and reading a bunch of Sirius fic, I realized this young man was what would have been Sirius, were he real (obviously not, but let me dream).

I LET HIM WALK AWAY. WITHOUT A WORD. I just had to share that with someone. I let Sirius walk out without a word.

To be fair, he could have said something too, unless we both suffer from Nemours Syndrome, wherein the pining is the best part.

Fairly certain you're not the person your writing immediately reminded me of, but she is a serious Sirius fangirl, and you write just like her. It's kind of weird.

:( Well, damn.

I'm pretty sure I'm not, as I've only recently entered the hp fandom, and I tend to keep such raving musings to myself. For reasons like this I suppose. Was it that bad?

Also, has she written any fic worth reading? I'm not above asking for any recs at the moment.

I want to commit suicide but I think at this point in my depression I don't have the will to do so. Everything I do is half-assed. I think if I mentioned this to anyone they wouldn't give a shit b/c I'm not really going to do anything and it doesn't matter.

When I drive on the road at night I hope a drunk driver will crash into me and kill me.

Dude, that's because your body/mind is trying to keep you alive.

There are better options. Talk to somebody. Please.

Of course they would care. Talk to them. The fact that you actively want a drunk driver to kill you is scary enough.

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I post my MLP:FiM fics on fimfiction because I fear what kind of reaction I might get if I posted them on other fanfiction sites.

I've gotten bullied for being in a fandom in my earlier days and I really, really don't want it to happen again.

I once ate all the food in a free samples plate. I ran away before the employee came back. They only saw my retreating back long enough to half-heartedly scold me.

I was 9 years old. My parents raised me better than that. orz

Lmao this happens every day at the Costco where I work

ayrt

(Anonymous) - 2015-11-01 05:18 (UTC) - Expand

I lied about having plans tonight so I didn't have to have to go to my grandpa's birthday dinner. He's at the point in his Alzheimer's where he has no idea who any of my family is anymore, but my mom still goes to visit him all the time and I feel terrible for not even being able to take it for one dinner.
I know just having people around makes him happy, even if he doesn't know why we're there, but I can't take a whole evening of him telling me how nice it is to meet me over and over. It's too sad.

I pulled this huge dry booger out this morning. It was almost as long as my pinky, after I stared at I played with it.

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