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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2021-08-15 04:10 pm

[ SECRET POST #5336 ]


⌈ Secret Post #5336 ⌋

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Re: Envy/Jealousy

(Anonymous) 2021-08-16 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
I am envious of my sister. She didn't inherit the family health crap and she's prettier than me. The fact that she's prettier means that she's hooked up with a guy who is successful and who has enàbled my otherwise work shy sister to be successful herself - by doing her assignments for her.

All of my family fawn over her - the pretty successful family member! Because they're all failures with delusions of grandeur who want some of her glory. (Most of them don't have a job and consider themselves artists who were too great for their time. They also think themselves too important and interesting to stoop to working menial or office jobs.)

Meanwhile, I've fought tooth and nail to make a life for myself. I have worked any job I can get. I've had my health destroy friendships, job opportunities, my life for long periods and still I've supported myself. But because I'm scarred and sick and work a boring job they think I'm a waste of space.

Re: Envy/Jealousy

(Anonymous) 2021-08-16 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Ah sorry, that turned more into a rant hah.

The point I originally set out to make was that I hate being envious of her. I am trying to unpick that emotion. It's just hard.