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⌈ Secret Post #5991 ⌋

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I've been getting aggravated by not being able to book a haircut - either everywhere is booked up or I had gotten a long weird speech about how I would look nicer with my hair grown out or stylized in a way I absolutely do not have time for x_x Getting more and more tempted to by an electric razor and just shave it all off.

Why do hairdressers never believe you when you say yes that style would look good but I will never maintain that. I always tell them I want a zero maintenance cut and they end up being "just five minutes of straightening and blow drying and this and that oils etc" like no. I literally forget to comb my hair half the time. Wash and go. Wash and go.

I've shaved my head before. I firmly believe everyone should have a shaved head at least once in their life!

Two hours of sleep last night. Nauseous. Massive allergy headache. Felt miserable all day but had four client meetings and had to be social and helpful. But I'm home now and my kitty is asleep on top of my feet. I've got a heating pad on my head. Finally feeling better.

It has been raining off and on all day. Been great. Tomorrow it will be raining and I work from home all day which is even more great.

shitty. struggling hard with anhedonia and being unable to function in any sense. could barely do the dishes.

Learned a new word today so thanks for that! Also....that word applies to me for much of the last 10 years of my life. So mixed bag! Excited about new knowledge but sad about how that knowledge applies to me.

<3 <3 <3 I'm sorry to hear that nonny

Feeling threadbare.

I've recently started my ADHD meds journey, and am currently taking a moderate dose of Ritalin. It's helping a bit but not a ton, and among other things I still feel a bit perma-exhausted all the time, so I decided to try having a Starbucks Refresher yesterday. (I love Refreshers and really miss having them.)

It was not a great choice. I wasn't full-on wired, but I was tense and over-stimulated pretty much all day, my attention was too intense but without enough control to balance it out, and I couldn't sleep until 3:30 am. Then I woke up at 8:00 am feeling exhausted but still slightly tense.

So I have been very much not my best all day. I feel a bit like I'm getting over a hangover, actually.

So I guess I will not be introducing Caffeine back into my routine while I'm on Ritalin. :/ Though I think the hefty amount of citric acid in Refreshers may actually been just as much to blame as the very moderate amount of caffeine, honestly. I drank half a cup of coffee a couple weeks ago thinking it was decaf, and it didn't have nearly as much of an effect and this did.

Bad mood, partly due to petty annoying aggravations and stupid bureaucracy and the fact that I had to go to the bank today to sort out some stupid paperwork, and partly due to general weltschmertz, and partly due to loneliness

Better than during the past few days and owe a big "thanks" to the anon who gave me tips on how to get an MRI and walk out of it on my own two feet a few days ago. It really calmed me down :)
My MRI went surprisingly well. Indeed my brain bled but since I walked there on my own I guess they were like "well, nothing happened during the exam that you can't walk away on your own now" so we win.
Protip btw to whoever cares - on the day we only get images, no report, because the person who writes the report isn't there at night so I guess there is no one to be blamed legally ie "of course she left in the same way she came, how would we know without the report? *wink* " lol. So it's a lot less complicated than I thought a few days ago.

Trying to decide whether I can live without dinner so I don't disturb the kitty asleep on top of my legs.

I've never had to deal with a hairdresser trying to argue me out of a cut and I'm so thankful; it sounds infuriating. I'm sorry you had to deal with that.

I'm doing well today! Had a nice day at work and got some meetings scheduled for further down the line. Was able to schedule an appointment for my dog in the next two weeks. Met the most adorable little turtle named Michelangelo who made me want a pet turtle. I'm going to try to be strong. ;3;

Had a bit of a clash with my father the other day and he’s roped my SO into it and made it a much bigger deal than it should be. Basically he’s pissed that I told him that he hurt me even if he didn’t mean it and since then he’s been a major asshole to me instead of saying sorry.
I honestly don’t know how I grew up to care about family and holidays and having consideration for others. Literally everyone in the family I was raised in sucks.

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you don't pick your family, do you?

I have had... a week. Worthy of a full blog post or maybe two or three, but most relevant to how I'm doing today is:

- Monday evening I lost my eldest bun Oscar to old age (it was peaceful and not traumatic, though I will always miss him)
- Tonight I cleaned out the enclosure I moved my youngest bunny Emily out of (into my room) later that night because the shelter I've been doing some work with got word that someone with 5 buns is being evicted and they have 24 hours to find somewhere to put them.

I’m sorry for your loss! Rest In Peace to your sweet bunny!

Thank you... honestly not too torn over it because he really is resting. Every day I had with him after he was diagnosed with e cuniculi two years ago was a "bonus" and he clearly knew how lucky he was too. Just he'd become very tired, so his last day was spent doing nothing more than being given treats and resting his head on my arm as I snuggled him. He was toothpurring right up to the end. Couldn't ask for a better passing, for either of us.

I’ve been sick for the past couple of days, so I’ve not been feeling well. I’ve been having heart palpitations, likely because of my anemia, and not having enough iron because of it. I’ve also had on and off nausea, headaches, dizziness, and the occasional shortness of breath. It’s been several days, and I don’t seem to be getting better. I’ll have to get bloodwork done for the doctor, which is annoying since I unwillingly wake up early most mornings, so fasting is hard because I’ll have to wait so many hours before they open. And hunger makes me feel so much worse when it comes to the nausea, dizziness and headaches. Hopefully I’ll start feeling a little bit better when I get more iron in my bloodstream.

The night before last night I only got 2 hours of sleep. I went to work feeling OK, but I think the fatigue caught up because even though my day was rather relaxing, I didn't wake up for work on time and I was feeling very tired. I called in sick and slept for another 6~ hours (I think??). I've screwed up my sleep schedule, I still have to go into work tonight, but I'm OK with it, I actually wish I hadn't overslept. I feel bad because my attendance has been my weak spot at work.

My hand and neck hurt because yesterday I drew too much. I filled 5 A4 papers with random doodles and watercolour practises. I enjoyed the process a lot and I drew from 6PM to 1AM LOL so today I'm a mess and I'll probably only draw a couple of sketches and do some gentle yoga for my back and take a long walk.

Badly. I haven't been reading/watching news for some time now because I really can't do anything about it. But I had to look up something and learned a really bad things that scare me shitless. Also I am PMSing like HELL. I hate how I know at that point that news are especially bad if I see influx of self-care advices and people posting a lot of random links to escape.
I am tired

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