[ SECRET POST #3227 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3227 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Mary McDonnell, Battlestar Galactica, Major Crimes]


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03.
[Deadly Premonition]


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04.
[The Walking Dead, Glenn Rhee]


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05.
[Bill Skarsgård]


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08. http://i.imgur.com/LAq54d4.jpg
[link for random penis]









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Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Let's keep it non-sexual

Think stuff that you sincerely believe, but would die if you ever told anyone. Sappy bullshit or spiritual nonsense.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Objects that are loved dearly have a soul of sorts.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[kallanda_lee]

eah I have that, too.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Velveteen Rabbit. I almost start crying just thinking about it.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Same

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[herpymcderp]

That would be so nice if it were true. I don't think that's a terribly embarrassing thing to believe.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I live in a house where three generations of my family have lived, and not a damn one of us ever voluntarily threw anything away. Every time I think of weeding out the hoard, I stop, because I can't get away from the thought that things that have been used and loved and have become woven into the fabric of people's lives graduate to being Things, that have a better right to be in the house than I do.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Friendship and group goodwill is a powerful force that goes beyond.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

ooh, you'll love hogfather.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Fuck you, I'm making it sexual.

I might be becoming a furry. Not a full blown "I need to fuck somthing that looks like an animal" kinda furry, but definitely a "This catgirl is sexy because of the cat aspects" kinda furry. A Jollyjack furry if you will.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

To be honest I think that the majority of furries are the latter, and the former who would literally think that are a crazy minority in proportion to the whole.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Head-over-heels being in love like you see in the movies exists, it's wonderful, and everyone should try it at least once.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

There is someone out there for me, we just haven't met yet.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I don't really know what I'm doing with my life.

Yeah, I know it's common. It's not something I talk about.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

When I'm sad, or suicidal, or angry, or thinking uncharitable mean things or lewd things I don't like to be touched skin to skin. Particularly not by someone who I am intimate with who only want's to comfort me / be close to me.

BECAUSE I am secretly convinced that them touching me lets them read my thoughts.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[feotakahari]

I've said this before on the Internet, but I probably couldn't say it in real life.

I don't have a framework within which I could meaningfully criticize otherkin. I have no way I personally could say they're less valid than transsexuals. (Sure, you can talk about brain structures, but that tends to turn into Mismeasure of Man bullshit: https://xkcd.com/1588/) I guess the way I'd say it is that it can hurt to not know who or what you are, and whatever helps, helps.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I realized I get legitimately more upset when attractive people dislike me as opposed to average looking/ugly people.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Whenever I'm by myself, I basically LARP. I'll carry on conversations with characters (as another character), or pretend I'm doing something my character would be doing.

I'm 31.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

All too frequently, I'm not sure if I said the thing out loud, or just thought it.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sort of technically an otherkin. Not in sense that I think I'm the reincarnation of a mystical elf or married to Snape on the astral plane or whatever, but I do feel like my human body is Wrong. If in the future someone invented a way to transplant a person's consciousness into a robotic body, I would not hesitate to have that done to me.

I've never told anyone this because I don't want to be associated with the sort of people that come to mind when you think of otherkin. I'm not making this up for attention, and I don't want to be a special snowflake. The discomfort I have with my physical form and my humanity is very real. I'd even go so far as to call it dysphoria if that wasn't appropriating trans issues. IDK if there's any other word for it, though.

TL;DR: I am an otherkin who is deeply embarrassed to be an otherkin and doesn't like to be around otherkin.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Half the reason I try to work out and keep fit is in order to live long enough to become a cyborg one day

It will happen dammit I just have to live long enough

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Once when I was a kid I went to my brother's friend's mother's wedding where I didn't know anybody. At the reception the flower girl (the only other girl my age there) come up and asked me to sit with her so I did.

I've never made friends easily and we connected so quickly and so strongly in such a short period of time that my parents were stunned. Me and that girl talked for two hours about nothing important (books and school and such) until my family was ready to go home and we both started crying.

She gave me her bouquet and said goodbye and I kept cried the whole way home and cried myself to sleep. My mom helped me dry her bouquet the next day. It's been 16 years and I still have this bouquet of crusty brown tulips and ferns on my bookshelf and even though I haven't seen her since and I don't even know if I remember her name correctly, I still think about her all the time and hope she's doing well wherever she is.

I've still never connected with anybody like that since. And that's the story of why I believe in soulmates.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I think about my OTP constantly, all day long right up until I go to bed, no matter what I'm doing. There have been a couple times when I've been doing something with someone and I couldn't wait to get home so I could fantasize some more in peace.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Everyone's special. Everyone has something beautiful and unique to contribute to the world. No one is meaningless. It's so silly and dumb, but if I believe this of everyone else, maybe I can believe it for myself.

Re: Embarrassing thoughts/confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Some days I'm looking for a clear sign that I'm meant to do X action so that I can interact with Y people, before it's too late.

Then I remember I have a history of misinterpreting "clear signs" and feel like I've been slapped in the face, like a dumb, entitled child who wants the universe to stop for a moment to revolve around them.

Also, I have notoriously shitty timing.

I know I need to just get a damn life and quit worrying about such stupid things. I've wasted too many years trying to appease one asshole; I don't want the rest of my life or my worth to be at the mercy of anyone else... or anything else.