[ SECRET POST #1676 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1676 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[Toriko]


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03.
[Bubble Sisters, After School, Beast and T-ARA]


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05.
[Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters]


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06.
[Frezned/YouTube]


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08.
[Orc Stain]


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10.
[Tiger & Bunny]


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14.
[My Fair Lady]


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16.
(Strawberry Shortcake's Berry Bitty Adventures)


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18.
[Glee]


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19. [tb]


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20. [SPOILERS for Harry Potter]



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21. [SPOILERS for Harry Potter]



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22. [SPOILERS for Voyager]



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23. [SPOILERS for Agents of Cracked]



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24. [SPOILERS for A Dance with Dragons/A Song of Ice and Fire]



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25. [SPOILERS for A Dance with Dragons]



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26. [SPOILERS for A Dance with Dragons]



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27. [TRIGGER WARNING for self injury]



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28. [TRIGGER WARNING for suicide]



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29. [TRIGGER WARNING for non-con and pedophilia]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #239.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[fscom.livejournal.com]

28.
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[(Anonymous)]

1.800.784.2433

My husband attempted suicide two years ago. He asked a stranger for help. He survived. We have thrived.

[(Anonymous)]

OP here. I called the hotline once and got put on hold after a couple minutes so the guy could take someone else's call. Not really helpful.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm incredibly sorry to hear that OP. My husband didn't call the helpline. Neither of us knew it existed at the time. Knowing my husband I don't think he would have called had he known about it. Instead he went to an ER, alone, in the middle of the night and asked the first nurse he saw for help.

Keep asking for help OP. It is out there for you and it's worth it.

[gershwhen.livejournal.com]

This is a different one: 1-800-273-8255 PLEASE call them, anytime. Or dial 911 and tell them you need help. PEOPLE CARE.

[(Anonymous)]

You find something new to marathon and to latch onto. Or at least, that's what I've been doing for the past 3-4 years. Which would be why in the past four years I've watched all 15 seasons of SG-1 and SGA, all 10 seasons of X-Files, am currently working my way through 24 seasons of TOS-Enterprise, and recently downloaded 26 seasons of classic Doctor Who.

Once I run out of long sci-fi series, then I'll really have a problem.

[(Anonymous)]

TOS-Voyager, not Enterprise.

[intoalkaseltzer.livejournal.com]

ia, anon -- please watch all 40 years of Doctor Who

[punishermax.livejournal.com]

As the other Anon poster said, call that number. I can't begin to understand your pain or your feelings. What I do know for a fact is that you have people like your girlfriend who love you so much and want you to stay alive. Talk to her please, she won't hate you or throw you away, she loves you and wants to help you.

No one should ever have to feel this kind of pain and I hope you can get help and move on past this. Please, please don't hurt yourself.

[(Anonymous)]

You're staying alive for a tv show and not your girlfriend who loves you? I really feel bad for her, tbh.

[xelestri.livejournal.com]

I feel bad for the OP who feels he can't tell his girlfriend he's suicidal. :( He really needs to open up to her, she can probably be supportive. If she can't, then she might be part of the problem, and he might be better off dumping her and finding someone knew.

[(Anonymous)]

Eh, I still feel worse for her.

[green-glee.livejournal.com]

Oh, clearly not being loved enough to help someone overcome their suicidal thoughts (because we all know you never ever think of killing yourself if you really love people) is worse than feeling the need to kill yourself.

[(Anonymous)]

Way to assume someone who has a girlfriend is male, there.

[(Anonymous)]

way to cheapen the message, fuckhole.

[(Anonymous)]

OP here. You're not saying anything I haven't thought about. I know I'm an awful person. That's the problem.

[morganshepard.livejournal.com]

You're not an awful person for not telling your girlfriend. It is natural to try and shelter those we love. You don't want to hurt her but you will hurt her the most for taking your life. Hurting her to a lesser degree now by opening up to her doesn't make you awful either. When you love someone, you want to be there when they are hurting and you want to support them. Let her love you and maybe whilst in her arms her conviction will make you see that you deserve to be loved not just by her, but by yourself.

It wasn't Voyager that kept me from killing myself. It was a phone call from a friend that kept me from crashing my car into a tree. (which is sort of funny when phone calls normally cause people to crash...) But when something so small as 'hey let's hang out' was enough to keep me from doing it I realized that I wanted to live. The fact the show keeps you from doing it at all is a sign. I opened up to those I loved and yes I hurt my gf at the time but she never regretted helping me because she loved me. My best friend, my mother, I hurt them too with my honesty but they thanked me for it because they love me too and the day I let them love me was the first day I felt deserving of love, of life, of anything really.

I hope you are able to come to similar conclusions.

[(Anonymous)]

OP, please ask for help, be it from your girlfriend, suicide hotline, 911 (they WILL listen) or your family; surely there is someone you trust.
In the meantime, while you gather up the courage you have inside you, to ask for the help you need, continue plugging at Voyager, and if you haven't seen it, try Deep Space Nine; I think you'd like it.

[robintheshrew.livejournal.com]

Don't do it, and especially don't base your life on something like a tv show. You have so much to live for, I know it. Please please please if you ever feel upset or like you need to take your life, email me, I'll answer promptly: tshsspongers@yahoo.com

[mutantjules.livejournal.com]

maybe you should tell your girlfriend the truth. or if not her, then at least someone.

:( good luck ♥

[lule-bell.livejournal.com]

1.800.784.2433

Call that number anon.

I attempted suicide three years ago and calling that number saved my life.

[lady-wormtongue.livejournal.com]

Start on DS9?

In all seriousness, I hope you can find the strength to ask for help. Your girlfriend would want to know, and I truly hope you can confide in her.

[jump2narnia.livejournal.com]

When it ends, watch some Samurai Sentai Shinkenger! It's a Japanese show with English subtitles, but you should give it a shot! It's soooo amazing! :D

[jump2narnia.livejournal.com]

But in all seriousness, maybe make an appointment with a therapist? And gather up the courage to tell your gf about it, too. And just know that there is ALWAYS something to live for, no matter how minor.