[ SECRET POST #2196 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2196 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Comments

[fscom]

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[(Anonymous)]

ME TOO NONNY ;______;

*HUGS*

[(Anonymous)]

This secret breaks my heart. Take care, nonny, and you deserve that kind of love.

[(Anonymous)]

Castle is possibly the best fictional dad ever. I love my father, but I'd still love to have a dad like Castle.

[(Anonymous)]

I hope one day you get out and find the family you deserve and will treat you well.

[visp]

I'd like him as an uncle. As a dad he'd be a bit annoying.

[(Anonymous)]

My dad alternated between being Castle and being your dad, nonny. He was a SF geek, and encouraged me to go to college (one of the few in my family who went), and he and Mom both bought me comic books, and sent me to conventions, and Dad worked on stuff with me/for me when I needed help.

That being said, he belittled me a lot, I was terrified of him when he was angry and/or drunk, and he has soured me on being in any type of relationship with a man.

So I feel for you, Nonny. And I hope you can keep your spirits up, until you can get away from your dad.

[intrigueing]

I'm sorry OP :( *transmits internet hugs* I don't know anything I can say to make it better, but fantasizing about something better than what you have is a perfectly natural thing to do, and it's good that you seem to know you do deserve a dad like him, and that you don't deserve someone who calls you worthless.

[elaminator]

I'm sorry OP. D: I hope one day your dad will realize how awful he's being, or you can at least get away from him and kick him out of your life. No one deserves that kind of treatment.

[(Anonymous)]

Oh, this makes me cry. You deserve so much better than that. And better really is out there; my own dad was amazing.

As much as you possibly can, and as soon as you can, get away from him. I'm guessing you're too young to move out, but until that day comes, counteract the poison as much as you can. Spend as much time as you can with people who help you and build you up, who tell you the truth, that you're worth loving and you're going to have an amazing life.

(((HUGS)))

[castle_anon]

OP, I can't read the bottom of your secret, but I'm seconding everyone else in saying Castle is one of (if not the) best TV dads around, and I wish he was your dad, too.

[(Anonymous)]

Transcription of the second line:

(When the father I do have hits me or tells me how worthless I am, I think about this show. And it helps a little bit, imagining someone who would love me instead.)

[(Anonymous)]

What makes this all the sweeter is that Castle frequently slips into what I call dad-to-the-world mode (For instance, the episode with the young supermodels.) He doesn't have to be someone's biological father to want to protect them. Real people like that exist. I hope you find people like that in your life, and I'm glad the show gives you comfort in the meantime.

[(Anonymous)]

Dear OP,
you are not worthless, he is and he proves it every time he acts like that.

Someday, it's possible your dad will become a frail old man. He'll probably expect you to take care of him because that's what "good daughters" do and it's your duty since "he's faaaamily". (read that in the most whiny voice you can imagine)

If that day comes, I want you to remember this: you don't owe him shit. Sharing DNA does not a relationship make: it's how you treat the people around you. He's making his bed right now, let him lie in it when the time comes.
Life is too short to share it with toxic people one second longer than we have to.

[(Anonymous)]

> Someday, it's possible your dad will become a frail old man. He'll probably expect you to take care of him because that's what "good daughters" do and it's your duty since "he's faaaamily". (read that in the most whiny voice you can imagine)

Not op but this is exactly what my dad does. He used to say I'm useless too but stopped doing it about a year ago when his health started failing.

[(Anonymous)]

hugs if you want them, anon.
The whole "you don't owe him shit" bit goes for you too.

[maldeluxx]

*hugs*

[(Anonymous)]

Never seen this show and know nothing about it, but I am with your sentiment, OP. I have spent much of my life wishing my dad were someone else who treated me better, who I could trust and be close to, who was someone different entirely... I'm almost 30 now and I've learned to deal with it (to an extent), but it has never stopped hurting. Infinite hugs to you.... find the strength within yourself to realize that you are so much better and more valuable than anything terrible he can do to you or make you feel. It hurts, and it will always hurt, but you will find a way to cope <3