[ SECRET POST #3033 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3033 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[Kushiel's Legacy]


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03.
[The Young Sherlock Holmes]


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04.
[Blake's 7]


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05.
[Doc Martin]


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07. http://i.imgur.com/XWQxPJy.jpg?2
[linked for close up shot of naked butt]


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08.
[Disney]


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10.
[Phantom of the Opera/Twilight]


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11.
[Captain America]


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12.
[Spec Ops: The Line]


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13. [SPOILERS for Final Fantasy XIV - A Realm Reborn]



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14. [SPOILERS for Star Wars: The Force Awakens (Episode VII)]



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15. [WARNING for incest]

[Folgers Coffee Commercial]


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16. [WARNING for suicide, emotional abuse]



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17. [WARNING for suicide]



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18. [WARNING for abusive parenting, domestic abuse]




















Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #433.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

We all have something. Somebody wronged you, it's in the past, it would be healthier to just let it go, but no, right now, you are allowed to be as resentful and unforgiving as you want. Tell me what you're never gonna forgive. Mine below.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

When I was a teenager and living with my mom, at one point in my bedside drawer I had some old letters, a bag of M&Ms (my mother never, ever, ever let me have candy or sweets, and obsessed over my weight), and a knife I'd stolen from the kitchen (I was using it to self harm and obviously had no reason to keep a knife in my drawer). At some point my mom was going through the drawer--she took the M&Ms and left the knife. And I'm a bitter little shit about it.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

You're justified, that's fucked up.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[a_potato]

Shit, anon. :-/

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[caerbannog]

That is shitty anon :(

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

I doubt she was thinking about what you were using the knife for. She probably just saw one thing she had forbidden you to have, and other things she hadn't, so she took away the forbidden thing.

Or maybe she thought you were using the knife to open letters, since you mention letters being in the drawer.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

When I was in high school, I was involved in the talent show my Freshman year. I was friends with a few of the upperclassmen involved, but not all of them. There was one in particular who seemed to go out of her way to put me down in front of the others, and at one point in particular, she said something really directly bitchy over the sound system so about 45 people heard it. They spent the rest of the talent show prep and actual event making fun of me for it. I still remember that girl's name and I've haven't even seen her since that day.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

A friend was supposed to help me out on a project and she knew we had a deadline. Not only did she blow past that deadline, but she stopped answering my e-mails when I got in touch to see if she was all right. I was worried she had a family emergency because I honestly didn't think this person would screw me like this and leave me holding the bag.

A few days later, I remember to check her twitter feed and she's fine. There's no emergency, she's had plenty of time to tweet about going out clubbing and post photos of her kitties. She just didn't feel like telling me she hadn't finished her part of the project and was never going to. I was genuinely floored, because she always seemed very responsible.

We haven't spoken since because I don't know what to say to her and she's obviously determined to avoid acknowledging me in any way. I wonder if she's embarrassed, but you know, I don't care. It was rude and inconsiderate and I don't think I want to be friends with someone who doesn't even have the ovaries to tell you they screwed up and they're sorry.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

I hate when people do that. I understand being embarrassed or feeling awkward, but is being lousy to people really the way to handle it?

I think often people say they'll do things, and mean it at the time - but as soon as they realize offering to do something = actually making a commitment to do that thing, they kind of hit a blank and it never happens. This is definitely one of the worst ways she could be handling it, though. :/

Having said that, if she hasn't acted like this before, I don't know that I'd completely cut her off. She may really just feel bad and not know what to say. That's JMO though.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[loracarol]

When I was a wee young girl scout (elementary school aged, maybe 3rd/4th grade), it was my turn to teach a song! And I had been waiting all week! Which is forever when you're 8/9 years old.

And then the leader's oldest daughter decided to show up at our meeting. Oldest daughter was given permission to teach the song that day INSTEAD OF me. Oldest daughter taught the exact same song I wanted to teach.

So, naturally, I started crying, because oldest daughter wasn't even in our troop.

Troop leader (I think she was the troop leader?) decided to take me outside, and berate me for crying, because I was being "selfish", and I needed to stop. Even though I had been waiting a week, and would it really have been so much trouble for us to both teach a song? She basically told me that my emotions were bad, and I was bad for having them, because even though I was upset, and it wasn't fair (and it only wasn't fair because SHE DECIDED TO LET HER DAUGHTER DO THE THING), I was just crying for attention, obviously. It fucked me up for years.

God, I wish I could run into her, just so I could smile and say, in response to being asked how I was doing (as is polite, and she is nothing if not "polite") "in therapy right now to deal with that helpful "lesson" you gave me in Girl Scouts. ^_^"

She'd probably assume it was my fault for ~not understanding her~ or whatever.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

Troop leader (I think she was the troop leader?) decided to take me outside, and berate me for crying, because I was being "selfish", and I needed to stop.

oh my godddddd that is the worst thing ever

seriously, i'm so sorry, and it's also definitely a feeling that i also have in my own life, so.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

People like that really shouldn't have any teaching roles with little kids. They clearly don't understand them.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[belladonna_took]

:( I just want to give small you a big hug.

I got the same speech from my stepdad when I was a kid. I can't even cry at funerals or make jokes in public because of that asshole.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[a_potato]

I hate people who do things like that. It's such a fucked up way to treat a kid, and yeah, that crap absolutely sticks with you and is so hard to work past.

I'm sorry.

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[(Anonymous)]

I had same type of troop leader bullshit.

We were having a sleep over and the girls started bullying me and pushing me and pulling on my hair. I started crying and the troop leader acted so put out by it and told me to grow up, and was pissed that my mom had to come get me. She lied to my mom to cover for her bitch of a daughters antics and made it seem like I was a cry baby. They did they same shit at another bigger sleepover that had girl scouts from all over the area and I bitch slapped her in front of a group of girls. I got in trouble of course, but at least it was a tiny victory for me.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

An ex's parent assumed I was homeless - despite having been to my apartment.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

I had a ass of a roommate who gave me a sob story and I paid there part of the rent, because I didn't want to be kicked out. They were unemployed and stayed up all night long online, not caring that I had to be up early for classes. It was an efficiency dorm setting, I was in college and poor with bad credit. When the tables turned and they went got a job and I was on a late schedule, they forced me to leave the room and go to the commons area, because I was keeping they up. They turned into mommy dearest and was running my life, so I left without paying the rent. I should feel bad, but I really don't. I'm more pissed they treated me like that because we'd been friends for a very long time. I never expected them to be like that.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

Last week I had an altercation with my younger brother. Over something stupid, I tried to get his phone off him b/c it was loud and I was trying to work. In response, he got up in my face and started screaming and swearing at me and was towering over me. (I'm 4" something, for the record.) I freaked the fuck out and grabbed a knife from the kitchen drawer (bad life decision right there) to try to get him away from me. He wrestled the knife off me and smashed the knife all over the kitchen. (The knife was in pieces.)

Suddenly he just switched. It was like he turned the anger off like a faucet, and he said: "I would never hurt you." I didn't believe that. Creepiest goddamn thing I've ever seen.

Later on he said to me: "I went to the police and if you try to tell them I hit you I'll take it further." No police have showed up at all, so I can only assume he was saying that to intimidate me.

TL;DR, I spent the rest of the day flinching at loud noises.

I have an early memory of us when we were little and visited a park.

There were some ducklings swimming in the water. He threw a rock at one of them and its neck bent at a horrible angle.

That about sums up his character. My mother wonders why I don't want to speak to him ever again or be in the same room as him.

(Part of me is also scared of myself because apparently I turn into a rabid dog when cornered.)

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

Once a girl who was supposed to be my best friend flat out told me she would rather talk to guys she has a chance of sleeping with than talk to me. She apologized when I got upset, but I'm pretty sure she meant it (and still might think that), so I am still bitter.

Also one of my current roommates made fun of me when I was trying to actually share about some issues of mine (disordered eating, a phobia, etc), and I am still pretty bitter about that.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[quirkytizzy]

I'm a pretty bitter person, I've got a lot of stuff I don't think I should let go of. But the ones I probably SHOULD?

The time my ex had this whole emotional (and he was hoping physical) affair with this tiny, demure, sheltered 19 year old so he could "teach her the way of the world" and "protect her from the pain". Those are direct quotes. (We were in our 30's). It hurt so much but it was years ago and I really ought to let it go. But it just seems like it's the perfect encapsulation of what went wrong in the relationship so I'm having a hard time moving past it.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[caerbannog]

A 'friend' will always reference things told to her in confidence in a negative way. Not to other people as far as I'm aware, but to poke at me with I told you so's or dismissive "you're over reacting" type things. She'll use it in arguments against me.

I don't confide or vent to her anymore and she's been annoying about it. I'm bitter, like fuck I'm confiding in her.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

Last year I sexted someone for the first time, a girl I met through a mutual friend. I had never been in a relationship or had sex so I was really flattered that this girl was sexting me. And we did that for a couple months, on and off. (We didn't live near each other so it didn't go further.)

But she made some rude comments about me being a virgin, and kept teasing me about my sexual preferences, on my social media of all things so my friends could see it. It was upsetting me even though she probably thought it was flirting, cause I already was insecure about that stuff. So I cut things off and I am still holding a big grudge about it.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

I used to be a member of an online D&D-like RP group. We were all pretty closeknit and had a lot of fun playing all sorts of different storylines with our characters in a setting that was created and plotted out by the GMs.

Eventually, the GMs got bored with it or something, and without asking any of the rest of us if someone else wanted to take over instead, they decided to just shut the group down. And, because they were the one who had all of the plot and setting information and they wouldn't give it to us, that meant that we couldn't continue our storylines.

We started new ones instead but I'm still mad that literally over a year's worth of creative effort went to waste because a couple of people decided to be dicks. :\

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

I have a severe chronic illness which tires me out very rapidly. I'm single, and a few years ago I went back to the country of my birth for the first time in over a decade. I stayed in an apartment belonging to my sister and brother-in-law. They were very welcoming but pushed me to do more than I could cope with. My health teetered towards a major crash. I told them I wasn't coping - on three separate occasions.

Then they put the apartment on the market - because they needed the money. I made a disastrous suggestion, that they hold fire for a few weeks, and I'd pay them the full market rental. Rage. The phone was slammed down on me. I spent a couple of days shaking in fear, then emailed an apologised; said I'd get out if they could give me just a couple of days to organise something else.

My sister sicc'ed her husband onto me; I got the most furiously self-righteous email you can imagine, telling me, among other things, how I should make a fulsome apology to her. (He'd had an affair a few years before, the hypocritical bastard.)

I phoned a friend and God bless her she was round within a couple of hours – walking miles across the fields, the public holiday traffic was appalling and she doesn't drive – and helped me clean the apartment and move out. I got somewhere else to stay close enough that I didn't have a health crash getting there and cheap enough that I could afford it. I was unbelievably lucky in that.

The sister has contacted me a couple of times since, once to demand money, once out of the blue when she came to my country. I gave the vicious snake the money and shut down all attempts at communication. I will never speak or communicate with her again: it isn't the first time she's done something of that magnitude to me, but it is the last.

The family, of course, periodically puts pressure on me to forgive, be the bigger person, etc, garbage garbage garbage. By which they mean “you're the weaker person here, suck it up.” Like fuckI will. I'll cut ties with all of them before I do that.

Re: Bitter little shit thread

[(Anonymous)]

When I was 11 my bestie told one of our mutual friends that I said I'd fucked him, and then continued to spread it around the whole entire school.
We live in a small town so it's been following me around for years.

In retrospect I think she had a crush on him and was trying to put me out of the running, which was especially ridiculous since I never liked him in that way but had a massive crush on her. :(