[ SECRET POST #4742 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4742 ⌋

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Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 26 secrets from Secret Submission Post #679.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
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Re: Vent Thread

[philstar22]

For anything you need to vent about.

Pharmacies suck

[philstar22]

I'm so pissed off right now. It is the 30th, so I was supposed to be able to finally refill my tramadol. Only, I was told by the pharmacy that even though the insurance will cover it today, they are not willing to refill it until January 2. Even though I was told the would fill it on the 30th. And they also won't refill my other prescription for it for migraines that hasn't been filled in months. Basically, they think they get to dictate, above and beyond my doctor and insurance, when I get tramadol and seem to have decided I'm drug seeking.

And given that I not only still have foot pain but am on day 3 of a bad migraine, I'm pissed off and frustrated. I've been in my room with the light off and ear plugs in most of the day, and I haven't been able to get much work done.

Re: Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm a bad person and I don't have any idea what I can do to change it. I'm every ugly stereotype about bisexuals. When I'm with a guy I get antsy and want to sleep with women; when I'm with a girl I get antsy and want to sleep with men. I've considered polyamory but I'm selfish. I want a boyfriend and a girlfriend but I want them to only be with me. I've considered abstaining from relationships entirely but I get intensely lonely and my resolve cracks.

I've never cheated, which I suppose is the one point I have on my side. But sudden "this isn't working for me anymore" breakups followed by pretty quickly jumping into the sack with someone new isn't exactly a step upwards.

I hate myself so much for all this. I hurt people constantly. I want the entire romantic/sexual part of my brain to get ripped out of my skull so I just stop. I just want to stop.

Re: Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Found out I'm most likely going to be losing my job within the next month or so (and possibly even sooner) and I'm freaking out. I've been at this job for 15 years, quit school when they offered me full time (making what was at the time really good money) and I wasn't able to do both on top of family obligations. So at this point I have no degree (and am not sure I could just pick up where I left off because I don't know if my credits would still be good after all this time, I have no idea how that works...plus I reallllllly don't want to go back, I know it makes me sound like a moron, but I hated school and was miserable the whole time I was there) and I feel like there's no way I'm going to find a job making as much as I make now without a degree, and as it is I can barely pay my bills (living costs in my area have gone way up in the past 15 years and I don't make that much more than I did when I started, but still more than I'd make at most jobs without a degree).

I just feel completely hopeless and have no idea what to do. I don't mind the job I have now, but mostly because I've gotten used to it after all this time, and if I have to start over I think I want to try a completely different field just for something new, but I can't think of anything I'm even interested in doing. My mom suggested data entry jobs because I'm fairly fast at typing and I started looking up listings and a lot of them seem to either have requirements I don't fit or they pay very little and it's all so overwhelming.

Then there's the fact that my mom is probably going to lose her job within the next couple years (which at least is way more notice than I have) and she's freaking out too and we keep having long, depressing conversations about both our situations and...I don't know.

It just really, really sucks.

Re: Vent Thread

[rosehiptea]

The woman who was very kindly helping me with my bike said the bike shop refused to put the Tannus tires on it because they "didn't fit" and would damage my rims. They offered heavy duty tubes and slime (sealant) and stuff I've already tried that doesn't work, so I asked her to please just bring the bike and tires back to me, which probably made me sound like a real jerk. A couple of other people offered to help but never followed up on it and I don't have the nerve to remind them. (I think they meant to help and weren't just saying it, but stuff happens so I understand.)

So I'm back to square one with my bike. Right now I'm trying to find out if I can get a mobile bike repair place to come and put them on, and if that doesn't work I'm going to have to consider selling the bike because it's useless to me with regular tires on it - they just constantly go flat, almost always from thorns. It just doesn't seem fair that to maintain a bike I need a car too.

Re: Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I wish all my shows weren't on hiatus for the holidays. I need an escape from crappy real life stuff right now and starting something new just doesn't have quite the same 'comfort TV' quality I need at the moment.

Re: Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I always think the N Word in my head when I see a bunch of POC and I feel SO BAD about it but I can't seem to stop. I know I'm racist scum but I have no idea how to stop being racist as fuck. I've tried... just not doing it but then I catch myself again. I hate myself.

Re: Vent Thread

[rudehannibal]

My housemate is smoking hella pot (which I am allergic to) and I am having a massive headache.

Re: Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

My wisdom teeth are infected, my mother has double pneumonia, my brother is stuck across the country for work, my father is on a drunken rampage, and I can't decide if I should go home and try to help or just protect myself. I want to help my mom, but I also know she is (physically) okay, and I don't know if I can really manage (emotionally, financially, etc.) going to go be held hostage by my dad for a few days. (Last I heard he was kicking down a door somewhere because I said I wasn't gonna come.) Also I'm immunocompromised and I know that the house isn't exactly gonna be germ-free. UGH.

Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

I know it's cliche, but I wish Detectives Olivia Benson and Elliot Stabler had ended up together romantically.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

I'm a bisexual woman in a relationship with another woman, a woman who ADORES Sex in the City which I honestly cannot stand. She asks me why, even demanding a reason and almost taking it personally but I'd feel silly to tell her the real reason is that I feel like I can't relate to all the pretty, rich girls with pretty rich problems.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

My weird fitspiration is the food critique Anton Ego from Ratatouille. When confronted about being so skinny for someone who likes food, he responds he doesn't like food, he loves it, and if he doesn't love it, he doesn't swallow. It's pushed me, as someone who considers herself a foodie, to be more selective about what I eat and not waste calories on substandard food.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

I wish there was a fandom that would give me the same feelings the Potter fandom used to give. A fandom that I would love to read epic, long fics for and just immerse myself in the world. My main fandom comes close, except I stick to canon and tend to not read all that much long fic. I wish I had a fandom where I wanted to read the AU exploration fics the way I did with Potter.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

I recently went through a horrible, painful and traumatic divorce and suffer PTSD from it (long story but abuse, gaslighting, and infidelity was a part of it). As a result, some of my favorite songs cause me intense panic attacks when they come on the radio; I can't stand to hear them because they remind me of him and what I went through it. It feels so silly but I can't stand that he's taken so much from me, even my favorite music.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

It's a chicken-and-the-egg scenario with me where I can't remember if I hate video games because I'm bad at them, or if I'm bad at video games because I hate them.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

I have a crush on Lorraine Pascale from Holiday Baking Championship - thanks nonnie who introduced me to the show!

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

Some friends of mine are staunchly anti-furry or anything furry-adjacent, and sometimes I kind of want to nonchalantly mention the AU I have of our shared OTP where one of them is an Actual, Entire-Ass Dragon, and yes they still fuck a lot.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

I'm glad people like the witcher series but it makes no sense to think that critics don't like it because they can't take a series being better that game of thrones with less budget. It's delusional really.

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

(the witcher spoilers) I think they made cahir too evil in the series. I don't see how they can redeem him and have him make part of Geralt's hanza

Re: Secrets you WANT to be made

[(Anonymous)]

(vampire knight) I like kaname/zero but it's so weird that even if it's a popular ship and has hundreds of fanfics I only really liked one

If I want some Hurt/Comfort fic

[(Anonymous)]

Should I watch the Mandalorian or Witcher?

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