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[ SECRET POST #5750 ]

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Or life?

My dad is picking me up from school tomorrow, I get to see my cat for a few hours :D

I've also been getting new ideas for songs I want to make.

I feel like it's easier to answer what isn't happening. In that case, I've managed to not have any kids or major relationship issues. Otherwise, well, it's been open season for me since 2019.

Continuing to freak out with a small faction of Tiger & Bunny fans who are worried about what will happen to our "murder meow meow" when the rest of the eps drop on Friday.

Rather wary and irritated at North Korea apparently harassing Hokkaido (like we need more fascist dictators rattling sabres right now).

Worrying somewhat about one of my buns because I can't figure out if he's acting weird because he's not feeling well, or if he's acting weird because he's just... weird.

Went to the dentist last Tuesday. They took X-rays, did a cleaning, everything was great. Saturday morning, woke up to the left side of my mouth (very back) hurting. I can barely open my mouth right now. I am going to call tomorrow to get in. Hoping it is just trauma from clenching my teeth in my sleep and not a abscess or something (which I would think they'd have seen on the x-ray)!

Good news, getting fiber internet installed. My speed is going to get 50x faster and $10 cheaper.

I rearranged my bedroom for the first time since I moved in fifteen(!) years ago, and now I'm torn between, "It's different and therefore I'm sleeping badly, ohgod I should put it all back," and "Holy shit this looks SO. MUCH. BETTER. I can't believe this could've been my bedroom all along, I'm such a dumbass."

It really does look way, way better, and I'm almost positive I'm going to leave it. But it's definitely taking some time to adjust, and part of me just wants it to feel like my bedroom again, regardless of it being uglier the old way.

Just took a test for my driver's license and got nervous so I fucked up and failed. Not as badly as the last time. But man do I want to pass already. Here's hoping the third time's the charm.

(I do wish they'd have some of the clowns driving out here take a retest at my testing site. Guarantee half of them would need a permit again).

Very tired, but still have a lot of work to do. My spirits lifted with some friends and family trying to cheer me up and I ate. Also watched the newest episode of Spy x Family. So cute.

I tried to do laundry today. Most of the washers and dryers in my apt bldg were either already being used or busted. I got ripped off several times and a lot of damp clothes. I reported this to the company that put the machines in the bldg and they said they would give me a refund but that's what they said last time this happened and I never got a penny from them so I don't believe it now and who knows how long it's gonna take for them to come over here and fix them all (the company is not based nearby)

I'm finally moving into a place of my own in a few days.

hell yeah, congrats!

Nothing but awfulness. :( I lost my job because of the pandemic and haven't been able to find another one yet. I've had interviews that I thought went really well, only for nothing to come of them, I've been contacted by companies claiming to want to do an interview, who then never responded again with a date/time, there are countless places I've applied and heard nothing back, there are places where I've applied and heard nothing for a long time before getting a "sorry, but we've hired someone else" email.

Nothing is working, yet all I'm getting from family is "stop being lazy and just get a job" like it's so easy. When I tell them that I'M TRYING, I'm just told that I'm not trying hard enough. Everyone is acting like I'm this completely worthless person because I don't have a job and I just feel awful about myself.

On top of all that, I'm getting guilted about not having a relationship with an abusive relative and told how it's so sad that "we don't get along" and it's ruined the family when it's not that "we don't get along" it's that HE'S AN ABUSIVE DICKHEAD and no one wants to acknowledge it.

Unfortunately I've had to borrow money because of the job situation, but at this point I feel like as soon as I get a job I'm going to pay them back and then never speak to any of them again. I don't need any of this crap.

Ugh, nonny, I'm so sorry about all of that. Job searches are truly BRUTAL, and there are so many people who just don't fucking understand that you can be looking for a job and not find one and it isn't because you're lazy. It's so exhausting and so draining and it all just completely sucks, every part of it. And having to deal with family being assholes about abusive relatives on top of that? Just so, so shitty and unfair.

Hugs if wanted

Secretly reveling that the abusers in my childhood all got their spouses and offspring (outside of me) COVID.

Silent signal to me that yeah, I was right to distance myself from my family. They can only think about themselves. They don't even care that they caught COVID and continued to breathe in the same spaces as the people who live with them up until they get everyone close them COVID too. I know it's inevitable that I will likely catch it one day, but fuck, just hearing how these family members ran around when they heard news that they came into contact with someone who tested positive 🙄 they're so "well I won't catch it" until they test positive a few days later.

I might get work off tomorrow yay!!

Feeling stupid because I let myself feel jealous of my friends recently. I've worked hard and been lucky and that's meant I'm in a pretty stable position in life atm and I'm proud of that. But I have several friends who are a few magnitudes wealthier than my family ever was and sometimes hanging out with them makes me feel bad for not having what they have, and with the way the economy is going probably never being able to in my working career.

Which is all very stupid and privileged and self-involved. I know that, I just haven't been able to work out how to hang out with my friends without that button being pushed.

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