[ SECRET POST #2355 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2355 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #336.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

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[writerserenyty]

Really great that things have gotten better for you! Here's hoping that they continue to improve!

[intrigueing]

Awwwwww :) That's wonderful, OP. Good luck!

[ooh_mrdarcy]

I'm happy for you.

((Your secret isn't ugly.))

[deadtree]

no secret with James' gorgeous face on it could possibly be ugly.

Also, go you, anon :)

[elaminator]

It's great seeing such a hopeful secret! We don't get many.

I hope life is good to you and that one day you'll be stupidly happy. When you get depressed just try to remember that things can improve, it just takes time. Good luck with everything!

(And the secret is nice, actually. I wish mine were this crisp.)

[with-rainfall.livejournal.com]

Not sure who this guy is, but I'm glad things are looking up, OP. :)

[(Anonymous)]

That's awesome. Rock on, OP! *throws confetti*

everyone's gonna give heartfelt replies

[(Anonymous)]

i'm gonna be the asshole that says

wow that is reaaaaally pathetic. #sorrynotsorry

OP

[(Anonymous)]

I realize I'm pathetic. Hence the reason I want to kill myself in the first place.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

you know what i don't like about these kinds of situations? when people say passive aggressive shit like that to try to make me walk on eggshells around them because if i say one wrong thing i run the risk of them doing something really dangerous to themselves.

don't get me wrong bro. i am sorry you have troubles with your life and i'm not about to start playing who's dick is bigger with you to qualify each other's problems. you know what it doesn't even matter the fact that there is something in this world that keeps you going. that's not pathetic.

what is pathetic is that that one thing is some random, mediocre british or whatever actor whom you'll meet, if you're lucky, a handful of times in your life. youre riding your whole damn life on him? really? we all have our anchors to this world but you wanna know something - having an anchor isn't wrong. but there sure as hell "anchors" which are more ridiculous and pathetic than others.

glad you found something to keep you going. but it's sad it had to be some random person you don't even know.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

I never sod you were wrong or thy I'm trying to be passive aggressive. In fact I agree with you.

It's pathetic and embarrassing and no one who knows who I am knows this because it IS. I don't even understand where this came from or why but it is what it is.

I don't have parents, I didn't have friends so I guess I just grabbed onto whatever I could. Sorry.

Not trying to deny its absolutely irrational and pathetic of me but whatever happened happened.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

Passive aggressive for speaking the simple truth? Okaaay.... You seem to be the one who is a little too sensitive if you can't handle people being honest about depression and suicide.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

How was what they said passive aggressive? It may be pathetic, but it's still a reason. Fandom can touch you in really powerful ways, the source doesn't really matter. The final result is profound entough.

I think what actually gets me about these situations is when they tell the actors. Because what do you even say to that. Or rather, I know what they say but it must be such a surreal mindfuck...

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

i like how you so deftly make a complete strangers anonymous problems all about you and what you think of them

you literally made these comments just to tell them that what keeps them going is sad, and that's more fucking pathetic than anything the OP could ever put out there

Re: everyone's gonna give heartfelt replies

[tei]

It's not pathetic to try to pull yourself out of depression and have a better life. Who cares what OP held on to to keep living-- the point is that they did it. I don't think that they should necessarily tell him if they do meet him, but, y'know what? Human brains are weird, sometimes they just get stuck on one thing for no good reason, and if it happens to help turn your life around, that's awesome.

Re: everyone's gonna give heartfelt replies

[(Anonymous)]

You are an asshole and the only pathetic one here.

[blackmare]

Hey, OP?

<3

That's all.

[(Anonymous)]

That's fantastic, OP! I hope things keep getting better for you!

[(Anonymous)]

OP, your secret isn't ugly!
James is amazing, and he's my anchor too.
I'm really happy that things are better for you <3

[toshi_hakari]

I'm really glad to see that things have gotten better for you, OP ;v; Stay strong, you're wonderful and needed in this world <333

OP

[(Anonymous)]

I just wanted to say thanks for the support.

I know how odd and irrational this probably sounds, but it's the truth. He'll I think at that point in my life it could have been anyone that I clung to but I happened to be McAvoy, I appreciate how kind and giving a person he is, despite a rather high stress environment to live and work in. He came from a rather similar background to myself and essentially built himself from nothing.

I just really, really respect that. I never thought I could be anything because of where I came from and here's a guy who came from a similar path to myself and made something great of what he had.

Now I don't want to be in movies or anything, actually I want to be an autopsy technician, but it just makes me feel happy to know that people can get out of the shitty hand we can be dealt. Someday I would love to meet McAvoy and be able to speak with him but I wouldn't dream of putting the pressure of knowing he was he only thing tethering me onto him. He doesn't deserve that.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

I hope you do get to meet him someday, anon. It's nice to have someone to relate to like that, especially when they've lived something so close to what you know.

Good luck with your career aspirations, and I hope things keep looking up for you.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

Just adding that I am happy that you are getting better, OP! I hope you will be able to meet James one day, I've met him this year, and he is just really amazing and nice to his fans.
And all the best with your life. :)

Re: OP

[alexi_lupin]

I completely adore James McAvoy. You know he had his own battles with himself - before he met Anne-Marie he wasn't in a very good place and I guess she was his anchor. So we all have struggles (not to trivialise yours, of course) but I guess if you weren't aware, you might like to know that James has had his own struggles and risen above them. I wish you all the best.