[ SECRET POST #4655 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4655 ⌋

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08. [SPOILERS for Chicago Med]

[Conner/Ava]







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Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #666.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

For all your ranting/venting needs.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[philstar22]

Still sick and not feeling great. Also, someone stole my new credit card out of my mailbox, so been having to deal with that on top of not feeling well.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Life, can you just stop sucking and thoroughly unfuck yourself? Please?

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

After literal years of procrastination (severe depression, family issues etc.) I finally decided to finish that final thesis that is the only thing keeping me from my Uni degree. I've kept an eye on the Professor who I worked the topic out with in the past and he's still there and he was really nice in the past so I still had some hope he'd still accept it.

Today, I was checking up on his offices hours and read he's taking a sabbatical this semester. I basically had a small panic attack but this was the thing that ultimately made me finally write him an email if there even is a chance that I could still hand in my thesis to him. This was a really big step for me and my anxiety eroded brain so on one hand, I'm relieved that I finally, finally took that step, on the other hand, I'm in a state of anxious, stressed out near-panic about the reply. I have no idea how to get any sleep right now.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Shoutout to this person for reminding me why I hate engaging fandom people on Twitter. I was sharing a headcanon with a person I've been slowly getting to know, and an entirely separate party came in to tell me why I'm wrong and how my opinion on an event "doesn't work that way" and such. Like... who asked you? You weren't part of this conversation? Gtfo?

Of course it was a stan for the character I was talking about, who I wasn't even disparaging, but apparently they read it as such. I'm just... mind-blown. It's so fucking rude! Who acts like this? I've seen a lot of Bad Takes about my favorite character, but I don't butt into other people's conversations and lambast them about it. It literally doesn't affect me.

Ghhhghghhggh I'm so annoyed. I'm not going to give them the satisfaction of a reply, but good god.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

So I went to the doctor this morning after my digestive system spent a week and change going “fuck off and die” to the rest of me.

This resulted in four vials of blood being drawn and being given five more vials to go home and fill with crap. I was gonna go get something to eat, come back, fill up the vile vials in the restroom at the doctor’s office, and enjoy the rest of my day off.

No dice. If one of the tests was positive, they’d have to quarantine the restroom; so home I went. I ate a salad and some veggie samosas, my first real meal since Monday, went and bought some ice, because four of the, er, samples have to be kept on ice, came home, sat on the toilet, and waited. And waited.

Nothing. After three days of lurking within sprinting distance of a bathroom at all times and eating less than 500 calories a day for fear of the end product, I can just hear my innards... “we’re exhausted! Give us a fucking break!”

I’m seeing a play tonight, but now, I can see my future. It’s the middle of the first act, and my body is like “you know how I wouldn’t let you shit earlier? If you’re not in the bathroom in ten seconds, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life.”

I guess I’ll just eat nothing but fiber all day Sunday and drop them off Monday on the way to work.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I got my period yesterday and have been feeling really achy and nauseous. The kid who ate his poop at work today totally didn't help with the nausea.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

This late-stage capitalism is ruining almost everyone's lives.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I just found out a commercial I was in bought further rights to air the commercial, which means I get paid an additional $3200. Which is amazing.

Except.

My government disability only allows me to make 12K a year, and I just hit 12K two days ago. So I just made $3200 and I dont get to keep any of it. In fact, since I'll still have to pay CPP on the money I can't keep, it's actually going to cost me money.

I dont even know how to feel rn. JFC. It's surreal.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Apparently, depression is supposed to be “I’m numb all the time and I don’t care about anything”. If that’s the case, then what is it that I have that just makes me feel really sad for no reason? Why can’t I even have the normal form of a mental disorder so I can at least relate to others, instead of what preteens think the disorder is supposed to be? It’s frustrating to see “relatable” posts about depression and think “not me”.

I know outright wishing for other people’s problems is wrong, but I wish I felt a big gaping hole of nothing. I’ve always felt too much (after 20 years of being written off as a dramatic brat, psychs decided that I wasn’t exaggerating; surprise, parents and teachers!) and I’ve always thought that I would give anything to be numb. I’d gladly sacrifice my positive emotions to get rid of my negative ones and feel nothing at all.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[dahli]

I am INCREDIBLY irritated at a thing not worth mentioning and it's driving me mad that I'm mad in the first place. It's like an endless cycle of being mad. It's just so.... AODISFJADSOIFJSA I AM SO MAD. /FLIPS A GODDAMN POOL AND SETS IT ON FIRE

MAD.

Re: Rant and Vent Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I uploaded some asian web novells on the book site, kinda like GoodReads but the moderators didn't like the title format where you have JapanesTitle/TranslationTitle_1/Tran.Title_2 and changed everything. Come on it's the most convenient way! I guess I'd have to register on Novelupdates if I want to discuss the books. I'm so bad at keeping up with multiple sites...

Sort of based on 6

[(Anonymous)]

Have you ever rage quit something?

Re: Sort of based on 6

[greghousesgf]

yeah, Downton Abbey after a certain car wreck.

Re: Sort of based on 6

[(Anonymous)]

Yup. Rage quit the DS version of FF4, the 3DS version of Starfox 64. The difficulty levels were ridiculous with the former, and the latter wasn't really fit for the controls of the 3DS IMO. Fortunately, I'd already completed previous versions of both on older consoles, so I didn't really miss out on anything.

I ragequit one of those P2W freemium games, technically. Took me like a year and a half, but fortunately, I never made any in-game purchases. Just wasted a year and a half of my life on shitty rigged game :/ but at least I don't do that shit anymore.

Re: Sort of based on 6

[(Anonymous)]

Usually I just lose interest over time, but definitely The Magicians right after last season's finale.

Re: Sort of based on 6

[(Anonymous)]

There was this CGI anime called Seikaisuru Kado some time ago and it started out quite interesting with nice characters and then it suddenly made a massive turn into absolute shitfest territory after the 7th or 9th episode (it was one of the shorter anime with ~13 episodes).

And less rage and more sad-quit (though there was some rage as well): I read spoilers for the end of Persona 3 when I was fairly close to the boss battle. I never finished the game after that.

Re: Sort of based on 6

[type_wild]

Eureka Seven, at what was probably the end of season 1. I'd bought DVD sets for both seasons, but never finished the second one after the point where the initially kickass love interest was traumatised into some helpless sack of ~feelings~ while the hero got to save her with the powers she'd lost.

I don't remember the details, but that was the impression I was left with. And I never went back for the rest of it.

Re: Sort of based on 6

[kaijinscendre]

Ori and the Blind Forest. Got stuck on one part where you have bash from one point to another quickly. I could not get past it after weeks.

Re: Sort of based on 6

[(Anonymous)]

Glee, mid season 3 when I realized that it was never gonna come back from 98% The Blaine Show (feat. Rachel). I even liked his character, but jfc I did not care so much that the entire show needed to be about him.

Triggery Anne Rice Spoiler

[(Anonymous)]

going one deeper

Re: Sort of based on 6

[(Anonymous)]

I read a book series a while ago where one of my favorite characters ended up being killed. I dropped the book like a hot potato and didn't bother reading the rest of the book.

Weekend Plans?

[kaijinscendre]

What is everyone doing this weekend? I am going to try and re-caulk my bathtub. I've never done it before but it can't be too hard. Other than that, I want to finish this zebra so I can move on to something else.

What about you all?

Share something you think will be useful to other people.

[(Anonymous)]

Sites, products, information, whatever.