[ SECRET POST #5636 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #5636 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


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[Met Gala]


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[Mr Ballen on Youtube]


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[Satoru Gojo from Jujutsu Kaisen]


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[Twisted Kaiju Theater]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 50 secrets from Secret Submission Post #807.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

This could be the vent thread for whoever needs it, I don't know, I need it. But I have been SO annoyed the past few days over my Michiru secret (https://fandomsecrets.dreamwidth.org/2623179.html?thread=1086200779#cmt1086200779) and everything that has happened. And I don't mean annoyed at what people said (some of it was even funny in retrospect, what was it? "you want people to lick your clit but don't deserve it"? "uwu cis straight baby girl"? Calling myself uwu babygirl from now on. Cute.)

Anyway, none of that was a problem and in retrospect, it was funny. What annoys me is the way in which I manage to not make myself clear sometimes. My head has been bad (sometimes I have unexplainable brain fog) and it wasn't just that secret, I picked fights with maybe 5 people online in 2 days. TWO days. It would be funny if it wasn't depressing. And I don't realize that is going on before it turns into a pattern and I have already angered too many people. In some cases I was actively TRYING TO HELP people (in my native language even) and angered them instead. Before anyone says it, yeah I have been seeking doctors and all as I feel my neuro issues may be getting worse. Happens sometimes. And then logical leaps and incoherent sentences happen. Actually I dropped 10+ things on the floor in 1 hour.

Anyway, I still feel bad and sorry that some people read that and jumped to a conclusion such as that I meant "butch/femme relationships are heteronormative". It was such a farfetched interpretation in my mind that I wasn't considering it at all. And then I tried to explain THIS and sounded "defensive" apparently. But I was really trying to defend myself from such a horrible/weird/whatever accusation and not let that shit escalate, as I would NOT consciously mean that. My point was that Sailor Moon for many reasons FEELS (... I used the word "heteronormative", not sure what word I should use. It feels SOMETHING.) to me. (And I finally wrote an entire essay on it to remind myself of why I feel that. Truthfully, still do. And I expected people to come at me because I know how Sailor Moon fans can be but "lesbians are heteronormative" is the road I died on???) And people seem to have assumed that it feels like that to me because of HaruMichi (?) as I worded it badly.

Anyway, if people have a personal issue with me that's on them, but I wouldn't want to anger or sadden anyone over something as stupid as that. It was really weird to read people saying things like "fellas is it heteronormative to be a lesbian" (... no???????????????????????) or "women who wear pants are still women" (???.. sigh .. ??) I am just really, REALLY confused and annoyed still at how misinterpreted I was, in a "*scratches head* huh???" way. And not even saying it wasn't my fault, actually acknowledging it was (really I know my issues I know it is). But it's just. A lot of things that wouldn't cross my mind that I was accused of while in a bad mental state. And then I heard that I was defending myself from accusations (of things I never MEANT) because I wanted brownie points. I felt worse about it all than I should, perhaps because what followed was me accidentally angering more people as one thing snowballs. I know I should get over it. I know I can't change how other people feel about me or think I am like. etc. But being accused of such horrible things feels terrible. I haven't been able to rationalize properly but I can still feel y'know. Which brings me to another point, the old "you didn't mean to say that but you said that". What the fuck. If I didn't mean it then I take it back??? Or push it forward to understand the underlying meaning instead of assuming (you coward, and this is rich coming from babygirl who wants brownie points). I hate how some people here hold against others words that they didn't think twice about. Sorry I am ESL, impaired and not a writer?

.. so yeah, just a lot of venting. (Hello circumstantiality and hypergraphia my old friends lmaoo.) There is not a point. (Apparently being polite or honest means I am asking people to lick my clit though, so: please don't.) Just feeling sad and venting. It isn't fair of me to feel angry at everyone in the world because of maybe a couple of ill-intentioned trolls either, but hey, it's going to wear off someday.

[(Anonymous)]

It kinda sounds like you're going through some stuff there, nonny. I completely understood where you were coming from with your secret, but I was surprised at being one of the only people who said so in your thread. It was weird indeed how others were jumping down your throat about it.

[(Anonymous)]

nayrt
fs is famous for interpreting secrets in the worst way possible though.

[(Anonymous)]

I mean, this is literally an exchange that happened.

https://fandomsecrets.dreamwidth.org/2623179.html?thread=1086216651#cmt1086216651

She said that it's "sad" that the "big lesbian ship of Sailor Moon" is a butch and a femme because "that isn't what a lesbian ship is to her." So yeah, I think the gays have a reason to be pissed, especially with how OP is now acting like she's a victim.

[(Anonymous)]

Honestly, at some point you have to tell yourself that you've stated your point of view, others have stated their points of view and now it's time to let it go because you are only adding to a cycle that has no end if you don't. People aren't always going to understand you or agree with you, that's just a part of life that we all deal with. It's okay. You don't have to keep trying to explain yourself.

[(Anonymous)]

This, honestly.

[(Anonymous)]

THIS.
OP, the healthiest thing to do right now for you is to let it go.
I do believe that some people in the end got you point of view (I think I did) and if others did not, it's OK. It's not that important, what other people think about you.

[(Anonymous)]

Her point of view is lesbian ships don't count if they're butch/femme lmao

https://fandomsecrets.dreamwidth.org/2623179.html?thread=1086216651#cmt1086216651

[(Anonymous)]

A good idea would be to exagerate or change your real secrets so you don't feel personally attacked on fs. The secrets that make you feel vulnerable. Also please don't take fs's POV as a general popular opinion.

An honest advice: try to troll here - not in a vicious way of course. You'll care less about things people say to you.

Thirdly this vent is a bit shity to people that made nice comments on the secret.
Also 'I'm being honest, sue me' is a shity tactic to use. Because how are people to know that? How did you word it? Do you think that always being honest is a good thing? It's a personal pet peave but I really dislike "honest" people irl.

[(Anonymous)]

She literally said, at one point, that it was "sad" that the "only lesbian relationship" in Sailor Moon was butch and femme because they didn't count to her.

[(Anonymous)]

nayrt

Yeah, in my experience, honesty is not an excuse to be a tactless asshole.

Not sure how one trolls nonviciously. Or do you mean like playing devil's advocate?

[(Anonymous)]

You used a lot of homophobic talking points, are surprised people got mad at your internalized homophobia, and now are defending yourself MORE. People spent LITERAL HOURS telling you the same thing, over and over and over, you essentially shat all over people's identities because it's not what YOU think counts as a lesbian relationship, etc. You essentially implied that nonbinary lesbians don't exist, or that butch lesbians with femme lesbians "don't count" (YOUR OWN WORDS were that it "made you sad" because it's not what YOU think counts as a lesbian relationship), etc.

Yeah. People were mad. Quit throwing a bitch fit because you got correctly called out on digging in deeper on your internalized homophobia. Because at some point, being ESL doesn't become an excuse. You weren't polite, you were condescending, just like you are here, and you threw and are throwing yourself a goddamn pity party. Examine yourself and why you hate butch lesbians so much that you find their relationships heteronormative, why you think they don't count as lesbian relationships apparently, etc.

[(Anonymous)]

DA

Not going to comment on the other stuff, but seriously
>>> [being ESL doesn't become an excuse]
FUCKING THIS.

I'm ESL myself (English is actually my third language so ETL?) and when there is a misunderstanding because of my poor writing/speaking skill I just apologize, lower my head, and try to explain myself better to the best of my capability.
More humility would do you good, OP. That is actually how you LEARN.

As a side note: I do believe that F!S has good portion of ESL people and it's seldom used as an excuse during heated discourses

[(Anonymous)]

That's a lot of words to say that you still don't understand why people were offended by your incredibly offensive language.

Figure that one out first and then see if you can manage a sincere apology instead of the "I'm sorry people were so unreasonably offended" bullshit you've got going here. If that's not something you're capable of, you might be able to carve out a niche for yourself here as a bigoted troll, but you've got some stiff competition already so you'll need to up your game if you really want to make a name for yourself.

[(Anonymous)]

This, so much. OP doesn't give a flying fuck about anyone's hurt but her own.

[(Anonymous)]

Troll secret.

[(Anonymous)]

with troll replies.

[(Anonymous)]

Oh, shut up, you ignorant little bitch. Your entire secret reeks of homophobia, and you basically just threw a bitchfit here because people RIGHTLY called you on it.

https://fandomsecrets.dreamwidth.org/2623179.html?thread=1086216651#cmt1086216651

This is preserved for the whole world to see. It's "sad" that the lesbian ship of Sailor Moon is butch/femme. You said this. You did. No one else. Because, in YOUR OWN FUCKING WORDS, "that's not what a lesbian ship is to [me]"

Fuck off into the abyss with your pity party, OP.

[(Anonymous)]

Wow






You are a complete bitch and I hope you end up old, alone and wondering why everyone hates you, because holy shit, you're a terrible person. "I don't want to hurt anyone" my entire ass.

[(Anonymous)]

Isn't this too much? You see someone who cares about your opinion (same anon or something) and is genuinely upset and just go for an ofensive? Is it cyber bulling power trip?

[(Anonymous)]

Not OP

Everyone in this thread needs to take a serious look at themselves. You are all terrible, terrible people. Calling OP a bitch, telling them you hope they end up old and alone. And for what?

And for reference, I am a goddamn lesbian and I knew exactly where OP was coming from. I don't even agree with OP but Jesus, this whole thread was not fucking called for.

[(Anonymous)]

Well, I seriously hope OP doesn't come back to read the the comments, since they're already experiencing some mh issues. I agree with some nonnies that OP is beating the dead horse with a stick, but maybe we should be less aggressive towards them? Or just ignore them? IDK, just a thought ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯

[(Anonymous)]

As a butch lesbian from a country that doesn't recognize same sex couples (marriage? NEVER LMAO) and has seen and has been the victim of verbal and physical violence/abuse because of their sexuality and gender identity, you people make me laugh. You're all so naive and get angry just because one anon on F!S said something hurtful... makes me sick and laugh at the same time.
YES. Even the trans people from Texas. I'm calling you out, too. I get that you're angry at all the world, but it doesn't make you the righteous knight that will slay the homophobe and save F!S from their bigotry. It just makes you a miserable person that continues the circle of hate on the internet. Good job. *clap clap*

OP has issues with expressing themselves and some (probably A LOT of) psychological and neurological issues and you are all piling on them. Shame on you.

I hope this is all the product of a bored troll because if it's not then... boy... Time for me to leave the internet again LOL

[(Anonymous)]

dude/tte, pls step away from the internets and get some fresh air.

That sort of trying to over-explain and justify your POV is
a) not healthy
b) no debate culture

and it makes you sound like an ass. read the feedback, take some hood deep looks inside and start questioning your internalized phobias.

Also, if you have medical issues, maybe dont waste your mental energy on frankly unimportant stuff like which anime pair is a proper lesbian pair and which isnt.

[uwubabygirl]

Weird that this caused yet another wank, (staring at my screen and wondering HOW and laughing nervously - not that I didn't know it was a possibility, but IT'S ALWAYS FAR WORSE THAN I EXPECTED. Is this a skill? Maybe a skill.) but I guess I will just ride on my uwu homophobic (etc, etc.) babygirl rep from now on lol.

Anyway, if anyone wanted ME to develop on the ACTUAL matter I intended to talk about: https://fandomsecrets.dreamwidth.org/2624937.html?thread=1086534313#cmt1086534313

For anything else, "move on" but also "why haven't you moved on already, troll?" .