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confession time

[(Anonymous)]

there's a guy in my grade everyone else thinks off as a parasite whom I wish I could murder
I've even thought about pushing him down the stairs or pouring infectious bacteria infusion down his hoodie
seriousley

how about you, FS?
do you have any murderous intents towards anyone?
(inb4 "yeah, on you!)

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

That's fucked up.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

That's pretty messed up. You should really get that anger issue of yours checked out.

And no, not really.

Re: confession time

[forgottenjester]

You should talk to someone about this and work out your problems 'cause here's the deal: if you have murderous intent it's not their fault so much as yours. (I mean, I get being very angry and revenge fantasies and stuff but dude, if you're actually thinking of doing it...)

EDIT: So apparently after rereading your post a couple times you are talking about revenge fantasies and not actually considering doing it. So then, nevermind.

Hmmm, as for me I generally just have fantasies about telling people how much pain they caused and having them understand and be sorry for that. I find that more satisfying than death.

Re: confession time

[otakugal15]

Yup. And ignore the anons. Everyone has at some point and so long as you NEVER do anything of the sort, it's cool.

It's always fun imagining getting rid of people you fucking hate, but, as I said, the catch is never acting on it.

Re: confession time

[dreemyweird]

I've never really understood the point of hatred or even intense dislike. I hate nobody, although I've met pretty awful people during my lifetime. If somebody's mean or outright evil, I usually take it the way I would take a natural disaster, like a tornado or a tsunami. One doesn't hate a tsunami.

I guess it has something to do with me not understanding what the heck morality is. Like, I don't know why anyone'd be angry at somebody else for not having the same moral values (even to the point of killing people or doing other nasty things). Want them to go away, to die, to suffer? Yes. Being angry at them? ...? ...? but they are incapable of understanding your point of view precisely because they lack these moral values you have...? no comprendo.

On the other hand, when I was twelve, I wanted to go back in time and murder Joseph Stalin by ripping his throat out with my teeth.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

I used to wish most of my middle school classmates exiled to a desert island where they would have nothing to eat but sauerkraut and... maybe kumquats? Lemons would have made more sense. But the important part was they would have been away from me.

Re: confession time

[comradesmiler]

Oh man, all the time.

No.

[fingalsanteater]

I imagine murderous fantasies are common, so I don't think your desires are particularity out of the ordinary. Personally, I don't entertain violent fantasies like that, but I have had flashes of intense anger during arguments wherein I've felt as though I could hurt someone. I can't muster enough feeling to get mad like that anymore, though.

Re: confession time

[bringreligiontothewamwams]

Pretty much any of the ruling politicos of my country. I'll be honest, if you put the bastards in front of me then I'm taking a punt on being able to do them one before their bodyguards pull me off. I might not kill them, but I bet I could at least cost them an eye. Fucking pig ignorant pricks that they are.

Put that in my file an pass it on Echelon!

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

That's pretty fucked up. I kind of get that some people will have throwaway thoughts of "I wish they would fuck off and die" but to go to the length of such specific acts like you said? That's weird and creepy.

I have never had murderous intent or thoughts towards anyone and I hope I never do. I don't want to be that kind of person.

Re: confession time

[anonymouslyyours]

I don't have murder fantasies towards real people exactly but sometimes in frustration I mentally tell myself I wish I could murder someone in some hyperbolic fashion but I don't actually wish I could carry any of the acts out. Like if a genie poofed down at that moment and promised I could carry out whatever I was thinking consequence free I would be like "...thanks but no thanks? Now, can you only grant murder-specific wishes or can you make this idiot realize what an idiot he is and hate himself as much as I do right now?"

Sometimes I do daydream a bit about committing murder but against some abstract stranger and it's more of an academic exercise. I blame how many crime shows American TV has.

When I was a lot younger I did seriously consider murdering someone and spent time considering how it would be best to do it but I didn't get any sense of enjoyment or satisfaction from it. If anything it just upset me further.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

Not exactly murderous intent, but at times when my selfworth is especially low, I have found myself wishing that people who were present at times when I intensely embarassed myself/know embarassing shit about me would either die or turn amnesiac. Which is pathetic, especially considering that 90% of those people probably don't even remember those things.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

Not lately. But there were some people when I was in middle school. And my father, for a while.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

I'm kind of horrified at all the people who say murderous intent towards anyone is okay or normal or healthy.

And before anyone jumps in to say I've had an easy life, nope. I've been bullied and abused and belittled. I've had people that I felt hatred or intense anger towards, but I have never once had murderous intent towards another living being.

Google is your friend

[(Anonymous)]

For everyone who thinks these sorts of thoughts are odd/terrifying/twisted/whatever, just Google "violent thoughts". They have been associated with every known mental disorder, stress, bullying, peer pressure, having a new child, having a death in the family, and boredom. They are the very definition of normal.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not touching this particular confession, but I do have one of my own: A friend of mine self-published, and all her reviews on Amazon are obviously people she knows, and positive. The thing is, the book wasn't very good at all, and I'm so tempted to leave a more honest review. It feels slimy, so I haven't, but... maybe it would really help her in the future.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

Install Sims game.
Make sims of people you hate.
Move them all into a lot together.
Kill them off in all ways available in game.

Now your neighborhood has a cemetery! Yay!

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

Well... if these 'desires' of yours are sustained, obsessive thoughts, then there might be an issue. If they're fleeting flashes that occur when the person is royally pissing you off then I'd say that's pretty normal. Who hasn't felt the heat rush to their head and thought, "Man, I'd really like to reach for a heavy object right now," at some point or other.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I vaguely wish certain countries would be blown off the planet.

Re: confession time

[(Anonymous)]

I wish people wouldn't start confession threads with their own insane confessions that pretty much dominate all other potential confessions.

Re: confession time

[caerbannog]

I don't think so. Normally my daydreams are like "something really fucking bad to them happens and I help and they're in debt to me forever mwhahah."

Or I just wish really strongly that they'd fuck off.

I'd probably have defensive murderous intent to anyone trying to hurt me or my family? I'm not sure if it'd extend to my pets.

Re: confession time

[ninthlife]

I did that quite often in middle school since that was probably the worst time of my life. I usually wasn't the one doing the killing in these fantasies. It was often monsters or some unfortunate circumstance that led to their deaths or me going Carrie on their asses.

Re: confession time

[lunabee34]

I don't have violent fantasies but I did have one recurring fantasy for awhile in which I saved the life of this person who has been utterly vile to me and others and it allowed me to force this person to have an honest conversation about what she did and why. I also briefly entertained a fantasy in which this cop who gave me a jackassy ticket needed a kidney transplant and I was his only match. So I donated the kidney after telling him he should be grateful and reform his douchebaggy ways. So that's my brain.