[ SECRET POST #3430 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3430 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.
[A Game of Thrones, Brienne of Tarth/Tormund Giantsbane]


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02.
[Lupita Nyong'o]


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03.
[Tolkien/Lord of the Rings]


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04.
[Doctor Thorne miniseries, based on the book by Anthony Trollope]


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05.
[Top Row (L-R): Orihara Izaya (Durarara!!), Akashi Seijuurou (Kuroko no Basuke), Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Free Cell (Phi Brain), Choromatsu (Osomatsu-san)
Bottom Row (L-R): Satomi Riou (Hakkenden), Kusatsu Kinshirou (Boueibu), Souma Hiroomi (Working!!), Takeda Ittetsu (Haikyuu!!), Natsume Takashi (Natsume Yuujinchou)]


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06.
[Star Trek: Deep Space Nine]


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07.
[The Night Manager]


















Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 14 secrets from Secret Submission Post #490.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 2 - posted twice ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

A general thread for all kind of feelings and confessions and just general stuff you want to talk about

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I've been unbearably sad lately and I can't stop. :(

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[kallanda_lee]

Right now, if I could find a way to never work again, I'd go for it. I'd have foiled for disability years ago if I'd actually trust shrinks with my sanity.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I'm trying to wait until hormones stop being hormonal and approach it afresh, but over the past week my partner keeps trying to engage me in talk about our wedding plans and every time it sends me retreating into a hole wanting to call the whole thing off. I'm moving from disinterested to vehemently against the whole shebang and I don't think that's how it's supposed to go.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

why doesn't anyone want to kiss me or even want me around

I'm sad (and probably kind of going through a depressive episode if I'm honest)

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I am so, so tired of doing my citation exam for law review and I have to check it at least two more times and I don't know if I have it in me. But I am also feeling a little smug because I finished mine over the weekend and have spent the past few days checking, and meanwhile most of my friends started theirs today, and it's due tomorrow. So I a tired and smug, which is not a great combination and I have a feeling I'll be getting punchy soon.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I don't care about the boring minutiae people post on social media, and I don't know why anyone does.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Every time I think about my upcoming trip, I remember I'll be stuck for hours on an international flight and that makes me feel very nauseous. My brain ends up conjuring all these doomsday scenerios where there's a bomb on the plane or the engine fails and we end up crashing into the ocean. I have no idea how I'm gonna relax once I'm on the plane.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[sparrow_lately]

@the fucking insanely rude man at the bus stop I didn't have the energy to fight with I know I don't look it to you but I'm fucking disabled and I need this fucking seat right now so stop trying to sIT WHERE IM SITTING and stop being an ass

(Fully acknowledge that I don't know his story any more than he knows mine but there's never an excuse to physically try and edge someone off of a bench///I really needed to get that one off my chest)

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

My cat goes in for surgery tomorrow, that I'm going to be paying off for months, and there's a significant chance she'll just die on the table.

That's going to be occupying most of my thoughts for the next while.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[kaijinscendre]

Why is talking to a stranger on the phone so hard. :( I had to call around to various liquor stores to find a certain alcohol and it was so nerve wracking.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

A fandom artist is setting up a Patreon to fund her unreleased book. Like, it's not a self-published book she's asking people to buy, she hasn't written any of it yet beyond an outline. She also has none of her writing up anywhere in public so there's no way for any prospective backers to tell if her writing's any good.

I know I'm being ridiculously petty but it pisses me the fuck off that she's asking for money for this.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I sort of wish I could get as excited about a fandom thing - any fandom thing - as I used to, and that my friends could as well, or that I could make fandom friends.

RL people are so low key about the things I do love, and there aren't really any fandoms for them. That's fine, but I miss the HUZZAH. There's no huzzah anymore.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[feotakahari]

I slept twelve hours last night and I'm still tired. This job is really taking it out of me.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I have, for sometime, had a less than traditional view of military. I'm not a fan. So with that in mind, coincidentally, I have recently become friends (just friends, not dating or anything) with a veteran with PTSD. We don't really discuss the army much, but she seems willing to talk about it when other people bring up the matter, kind of giving an expert opinion, I guess. She's generally very open and blunt about every topic she has an opinion on.

The thing is I feel awkward on occasion, like am I supposed to ask her about her service or whatever... and one time I considered saluting her, kind of as a joking confirmation/acknowledgement of what she'd just said. And then I thought better of it. IDK why I'm weird.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[eleganceliberty]

I can't help but shake this feeling that I lost a lot of followers of my art after I switched from doing fan art to mostly original/personal art a while back. I figured that would happen, but still... ouch. But, while sobering, it only motivates me to work harder on my stories and making my characters appeal to people.

On an unrelated note, I saw Civil War again last night and now I kinda sorta ship Steve/Bucky and Steve/Sam for some reason, too. And I'm kinda annoyed with myself for it, because normally I'm not into the Earth-bound side of the MCU (I'm totally into it for Guardians of the Galaxy) otherwise, lmao.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[belladonna_took]

I'm leaving for the hospital soon and I'm nervous and I never remember how much I hate hospitals until I have to be in them.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I just saw on FB that one of my younger cousins (high school aged) has a girlfriend. Good for him, he seems like a nice kid, but...I'm 31 and I've never had a boyfriend and I've never been kissed, compared to most of my peers who are popping out babies left and right. Now, a big part of that is that it just doesn't seem to be a priority for me. I can't seem to make myself care all that much. But sometimes little things like this make me shake my head at myself like, 'damn, that's a bit sad'.

It's come to the point where I don't think I necessarily want a relationship for its own sake, but more so I know what it's like and have 'gotten it over with' so to speak. And that's also kind of sad.

(FWIW, I don't think I'm aromantic or asexual, just wary of all the hassle relationships seem to include.)

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I can't focus at all on studyng and I'm going to fail *sobs*

:(

[ketita]

My teaching job over the summer isn't going to pan out. I was super excited, but uh, apparently before starting talks they didn't check if they could hire me as a grad student - which now they tell me they can't. Boo.
It wasn't even that much money, but every little bit helps, and it would have been good practice.
And now I'll need to figure out housing, which is the bigger issue.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[loracarol]

I'm behind on my bills, I haven't been able to get a job, despite the number of applications I've sent out, and I can't really ask my parent's for money, because my brother got screwed out of financial aid, so my parent's have been paying out of pocket for that.

I'm debating opening an etsy shop to at least try and raise some money? But then I get worried that no one's going to be interested, and my brain just stalls, because I have an idea, and I have a gimmick, and my brain just stops.

I hate it.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

Those people who think it's their job to police the whole world and dictate how other people should live their lives...those people who think they know you better than you know yourself even though they're basically a stranger...those people who just in general think they're an expert on every conceivable subject and that they're always right and if you disagree with them you're just flat out WRONG...

I really, really dislike those people, and they make life so much more difficult and unpleasant than necessary.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not as good as other people at being a human being

it's impossible for anyone to love me

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[(Anonymous)]

I'm so stressed out. I have so much to do the next two weeks and then I will start my summer classes and be moving into a new apartment and there is just... too much. I'm reaching the point where my anxiety is making it hard for me to sleep.

And my sex life is pretty slow right now cause of my partner being busy too and sex is a my primary form of stress relief. I'm feelin bad.

Re: Feelings and Confessions

[caerbannog]

I'm just so tired anon. So tired I didn't look at FS yesterday and half heartedly scrolling today. So tired.